That one special ex-partner ffb
I agree to have one of those as well, we go completely primal when together.
It is so bad that we literally can't be in the same room! we either kill each other or go primal.
we do everything to avoid being close or alone because we would do stupid shit.
we are both married just not to each other. once at a party, we were keeping as far away as possible but at one point, she would brush up on me passing in the corridor and i could smell her sex and wetness. I left the party!
0-100 in less than a second given the chance. there is absolutely no rational thinking just pure primal a****listic instinct to the point of complete exhaustion. no food or water even less sleep..... but hours and hours even days sex. i would need days to recover and heal from a weekend. sometimes i felt like 15 round heavyweight prize fight
Last year i was working on a project and one of the female coworkers was wearing the same perfume triggering some very heavy flashbacks and memories. It was very irritating and I had to pretend that i was allergic to that smell and asked her to kindly refrain from wearing it. (her smell and what it triggered were in total contrast to her actual persona)
A smell can be a very strong emotional trigger and i guess with us it most likely is pheromones that make us go ballistic every time we come in contact.
I miss that, i wish i had that again, mindless intense pure bliss and satisfaction
maybe one day ?
It is so bad that we literally can't be in the same room! we either kill each other or go primal.
we do everything to avoid being close or alone because we would do stupid shit.
we are both married just not to each other. once at a party, we were keeping as far away as possible but at one point, she would brush up on me passing in the corridor and i could smell her sex and wetness. I left the party!
0-100 in less than a second given the chance. there is absolutely no rational thinking just pure primal a****listic instinct to the point of complete exhaustion. no food or water even less sleep..... but hours and hours even days sex. i would need days to recover and heal from a weekend. sometimes i felt like 15 round heavyweight prize fight
Last year i was working on a project and one of the female coworkers was wearing the same perfume triggering some very heavy flashbacks and memories. It was very irritating and I had to pretend that i was allergic to that smell and asked her to kindly refrain from wearing it. (her smell and what it triggered were in total contrast to her actual persona)
A smell can be a very strong emotional trigger and i guess with us it most likely is pheromones that make us go ballistic every time we come in contact.
I miss that, i wish i had that again, mindless intense pure bliss and satisfaction
maybe one day ?
6年前
