Cock Obsession

Increasingly, I find myself obsessed with one particular girl's cock (see my favourites, 'Beautiful Russian'). Yes, she's pretty, tending towards the plump, a recent tit job which I'm not a particular fan of, though it seems to have given her a lot of confidence so that's OK, but that cock! Soft or hard I adore it and want to hold it and suck it, I spend hours watching her videos, enjoying her cock in its many glorious forms, I wank to her constantly. Her voluminous foreskin is a delight, forming a point when she is limp, peeling back from her cock head a little when erect, I love watching her cum close up, squeezing the last drop out into her hand through that delicious foreskin, and she cums particularly well, I fantasize about it hitting the back of my throat, I simply want to pleasure her. Just watching her walk around with her cock dangling is exciting. Oh I like her sexy body, I like her little belly, I could even grow to like her new tits, I even like that she obviously struggles with her weight, but nothing gives me more pleasure than that lovely cock.

Am I going mad...? I mean I love and enjoy most cocks, but something about her's just drives me crazy.