Learning to be a submissive sissy

For a month before meeting you have not let me cum.
But each night you make me lie on my bed and finger my ass.
You text me just before I go to bed: 'You have to open yourself up for me. Play with your nipples as you do it. This is how you must masturbate now, bitch.'
During the day you make me send you images every hour of people in bondage being used or sissy captions.
I think to myself, why do these pictures turn me on?
You make me describe the pictures to you. You keep me in a state of constant arousal.
You finish each message with: "I know what you are. You're an obedient whore" or "I know you're a submissive slut".
I think to myself, I should just stop this. It is crazy.
Later you always send me a message, "Tell me I can use your body as I want. Beg me to come and use you."
I hate myself for doing it, but I reply.
Then I feel humiliated, but I also feel turned on.
Each day I say to myself that today I will stop and escape, but I don't.
Each day I think, I should just find myself a nice girlfriend, but I can't stop thinking about you.

A week before we meet you tell me to buy women's sexy panties.
I am to wear them under my clothes.
I think to myself, Why am I doing this?
At night I must sleep naked. In the morning I wake up hot and horny.
The night before we are to meet, you tell me to shave off all of my body hair, making me feel smooth and vulnerable.
You text me: 'Send me a picture so that I can see that you did it properly'
Why I am obeying him?
But I do.

In a daze I go to the hotel and get ready.
I shower and make sure my body is smooth and clean.
I put on my makeup and paint my nails pink as you told me to. I slip on my red high heels.
I look at my slender legs and waist in the mirror as I put on perfume.
Then I hear a knock on the door.
My heart is racing, but I can't stop myself.
I open it, naked and in heels as you instructed. Avoiding eye contact.
You come inside, you slap my ass hard as you walk past me.
I am feeling very vulnerable and nervous and this excites you.
You sit down in a chair. You have a bag with you.
"Stand in front of me so that I can see you."
I do. You look me up and down.
"Turn around a show me your little fuckhole, slut"
I follow your orders. This excites you even more.
"Come sit here on Daddy's knee."
I sit there, completely naked and exposed.
"Tonight you will learn to become a woman, tonight I will make you my slut."
You roughly pinch and twist my nipples as you say it.
Then suddenly you stand up.
"Get on the bed fuck slut"
You grab my arm and toss me on the bed.
I am afraid and excited at the same time.
You open your bag and throw some items on the bed, my mind is confused and I try to register what they are.
Before I can, you turn me over and handcuff my hands behind my back.
"If you move off this bed without my permission I will whip you."
I am really excited and afraid now.
You put a ball gag on me, there is nothing I can do to stop you.
You pinch my nipples till they are hard and then attach some pegs to my nipples.
I moan with pain and it excites you.
"A slut should always have an open ass ready for cock."
You take a didlo, lube it up, and stick it straight up my ass.
It surprises me and my body stiffens.
"You better learn to like that ******."
When it is all the way up my ass, you switch it on.
I am trying to relax, feeling the dildo deep inside me.
I open my eyes wide at a flash.
You are taking photos of me on your phone.
I try to say "No", but with the ball gag, it is impossible.
You show me a picture.
"I like the look in your eyes with your ass full. You look like a sexy whore."
I am trying to say something.
"Listen you dumb sissy slut, I own you now."
You reach into your bag again.
"I have a present for you."
You pull out a cock cage and lock it around my cock.
It feels tight and uncomfortable.
"Now I am going to get dinner and look at my photos".

You leave me alone in the dark room, my hands are cuffed and I'm too afraid to move.
My nipples ache under the pegs, the buzzing in my ass is getting too much.
My jaw is sore around the gag.
My cock feels squished inside the cage.
I want it to stop.
I will do anything you ask.
In the dark every minute seems like forever and I have no idea how long you have been gone.
I don't think I can take it anymore, I consider getting off the bed and trying to get the dildo out.
To accept being whipped when you return.

Just when I think I can't take it another second the lights come on.
You have returned from dinner.
You come to the side of the bed.
"Hmmmm...what is this?", you chuckle, "You are a stupid slut."
I look down and see that some pre-cum has leaked from the cock cage.
You undo the ball gag and take some of the glistening pre-cum from my stomach, scoop it up and stick your fingers in my mouth.
"Lick my fingers clean, taste yourself."
I do.
"Please, please", I say quietly when you take your fingers out of my mouth.
"I didn't say you could speak."
You slap my face. A few tears slips from my eyes.
"OK, what is it ******?"
"Please untie me, I have had enough. I changed my mind."
"No."
You slowly get undressed, watching me. You look excited.
My glistening slim body, lying tense and writhing on the bed, the helplessness, the submission and the tears have made you feel powerful and hard.
"Show me that you are an obedient cock whore and I will untie you and I might even let you cum."
You grab my caged cock.
"Do you understand? Say it."
"Yes, Master."
"Good, now lick my balls."
I have to lift my head and reach out my tongue to get them.
My tongue is long and soft and wet.
You moan in pleasure as I lick your balls. It is the first time I have licked someone's balls.
You move closer to the bed.
"Lick my cock."
As I lean forward to do it, you pull the pegs off my nipples and I jump in pain.
You grab my hard aching nipples and twist them.
"Lick my cock like you love it bitch."
I lick your cock up and down, up and down. You sigh with pleasure.
You push your dick hard into mouth and begin fucking it.
"Look up at me, I want to look into your eyes as I fuck your mouth like a bitch. I want to look into your eyes as I use my sissy bitch."
Your eyes never leave mine as you fuck my warm wet mouth.
You grab my head and stick your cock deep down my throat. My eyes water.
"Your throat feels too good, you are a born fucktoy. I'm gonna cum."
You pull your cock out of my mouth and cum and cum and cum all over my face.
"Open your mouth."
I hesitate, you slap my face.
I open my mouth and I feel your softening cock in my mouth.
"Suck slut."
Your cock is still leaking and I taste another's man cum for the first time.
It is warm and salty. I feel sexy and humiliated at the same time.
"Swallow like a good sissy."
Your cum slips down my throat and from the look in your eyes, I can see this excites you.
"You will learn to like the taste of cum."

You stand back and you are breathing deeply from cumming so hard.
You move forward pull the dildo till it is almost out of my ass.
"Do you want this out?"
"Yes, please."
You push it all the way back in
"Please."
"You know you really look like a sexy whore with my cum all over your face. Wait there. You can get used to the taste of my cum in your mouth."
I hear you move into the bathroom and the shower running.
I lie there waiting.
Cum drying on my face, the taste of you in my throat and with a vibrating aching ass.

You come out of the shower and lie on the bed.
"Keep the dildo in and come here."
It is difficult with my hands behind my back.
"Make yourself useful. Use your mouth until I tell you to stop."
As you lie back relaxing with your eyes closed, I use my mouth to lick and suck your cock until it is hard.
I use my mouth on you and you sigh in pleasure.
"You are a born cock sucker."
I keep sucking you until my mouth aches.
"Now stick your tongue in my ass."
You lift your legs and push my head down.
I try to pull away but you pull my head to you and I am too weak.
I lick and tongue ass for the first time.
I feel submissive and humiliated.
"You will learn to love the taste of ass."
I look up and realize you are using your phone to video me.
"I like the way I can see your tongue in my ass. Look from this angle I can also see the dildo in your ****** cunt."
You say looking at the video.
I want to cry, I am trapped.

"Stay there."
You move behind me and pull the dildo out from my ass.
"Your ass is gaping, ******."
Then you spank me hard.
"You red boipussy is making me even harder. Time to make you a woman."
You stick your dick straight up me.
My body stiffens.
"I'm going to turn you into my fucktoy bitch. This is just the start."
You fuck me hard and quickly from behind. I am grunting and moaning. This turns you on even more.
You pull out and flip me over. You are kneeling next to my head.
"Suck me. Taste yourself."
I keep my mouth closed, it is too much too soon.
"Do it now slut or you'll make me angry."
I reluctantly open my mouth and you stick your dick in.
"How does my cock taste covered in your ass juice?"
You dick is deep in my mouth, the taste is not as bad as I thought it would be.
Sucking your dick after it has been in my ass excites you so much.

You spread my legs wide and ram your dick straight up me again.
You enjoy watching me squirm, you enjoy the power you have over me.
As you thrust into me harder I can't stop myself from moaning.
"Listen to you moan like a sissy whore in heat."
You pinch my nipples as you ram into me hard.
I feel your body tense and you cum deep inside me.
It is the first time a man has cum inside me.
You look at me, deep in my eyes, asserting your dominance.
Your cock is semi-hard as you pull out.
You kneel next to my head.
"Well? Clean me off slut."
I am too broken to protest.
"Go on. Do it. And swallow my cum."
I lick your cock clean, humiliated but also frustrated and horny with my cock still locked in its cage.
"My balls too bitch."
You stay like that for a while, feeling my wet tongue lick you clean.

You pull me from the bed and take me to the mirror.
"Look, cum all over your face, your asshole gaping and dripping cum, your nipples hard and your limp clit is locked away. That is what a sexy ****** sissy slut looks like. Kneel."
I do.
"Keep looking at yourself in the mirror as in your mouth you have the taste of my cock, cum and ass juice."
Behind me I hear you getting dressed.
"Next time I will really use your body, the first time I thought I would be kind and gentle with you. But I have to say your mouth and ass are truly those of a cock whore."
You are dressed and walk up behind me. You lean down and uncuff and uncage me. All of your toys are back in your bag.
"Good night slut, I will send you more instructions tomorrow. Now I will go home and look at you on my phone. If you don't want me to post it online you better please me."
I nod.
"Expect my message."
You twist my aching nipples.
"And don't you dare cum without my permission."
I nod.
"You are a submissive, obedient little bitch."
You slap my still gaping ass hard and without saying another word you leave.
I collapse to the floor.