When Love is blind and lust is high.. (PART 01)
Hi guys my name is _______. You don't have to know. LOL! but anyway I'm from Sri Lanka and currently 18 and i wanted to share my first time with you guys. I've been watching porn since i was 9 and i've always been curious about sex and always wanted to have sex but it wasn't really that easy. Main reason is that my parents are very recognised people in the society and they're really really cultural and overprotective and if I'm being honest I'm myself pretty religious and cultural but all the same I'm also a pretty horny and hormonal teenager with a really high sex drive which i can't control. I'm often being conflicted due to these reasons and the worst part is that i don't go to much parties or hang around with my friends because of my overprotective parents so i never actually had the opportunity to have sex or do certain lusty things. Most of all I'm not that BEAUTIFUL so guys never noticed me much, even as a friend so let alone sex and love. Most guys have only ridiculed me and insulted me. Many of my crushes had blocked me but honestly that doesn't bother me much nowadays coz I'm used to it and besides i believe in karma. Those guys would probably end up having a really nagging wife who has no sense of sex at all. LOL! Anyway i'd make this story really fun for you guys, i choose to view the positive side of the incidents of life so keep reading and I'll do my best to turn you on..
So as I said above I’ve been craving for sex for so long, mostly curious actually. So after my O levels and also my ************* I went back to school for my A levels. I study at a mixed school so maybe my school was the only place where I get to hang out with guys. So I had rejoined school 2 or 3 months late due to certain reasons and I had a cell phone convo with my bestie a week prior to my first day and she had told me that there was a new guy at school and he looked exactly like our old crush. Yep! We both had had a crush on the same guy at that time. So this got me curious and I wanted to meet this guy as soon as possible so I asked her for his contact number and I saved it in my phone. Then I was able to see his dp. He was looking ordinary, not too hot but I still remember that I had a distinct feeling that I was gonna get really close to him. He looked like my type of guy perhaps. Anyways there were only a few old students at my class who had decided to do A levels in the same old school . Which was good actually coz most of the people who had ended up staying were my best friends.
So I went back to school and I was pretty excited to meet this guy. I’m gonna call him “Heshan” in the story, plus he was 17 .So my bestie came to e***** me to our new classroom whilst I was waiting at the office and fuck! that was the best classroom we’re had in the last 12 years I had spent in my school. The moment I had seen our class I realized that we were gonna have an amazing time the upcoming two years. Our classroom was isolated from the rest of the school building. It was in the school ground besides the canteen. We could see the entire school building from our classroom but no one can enter or see our class without us knowing about it at least 5 minutes prior to it. We could see our teachers coming in and going out, we had so many places to hide in and spy on people and we can even get drunk and party in the class but no one could see it. And last but not least our classroom was the only room in the whole school without a CCTV camera. LOL. Imagine giving such a classroom to hormonal and horny *********ts.
So my old friend ( I’m gonna call him Shan) said hi and welcome back plus all my other old friends welcomed me and then I saw heshan standing behind the white board. The first thing I had seen in him was his butt! LOL. Anyways the moment I saw him I had weird butterly rampage in my stomach. For some reason I felt like this guy was gonna be a really important person in my life. So the next couple of days we had great fun. Since it was the very beginning of our A levels we were not very concerned about education or our academics. We played games ( Mostly truth or dare ) coz we had been able to get some dirty secrets out of each other and watched movies. Smart phones were not permitted at school but still we bought them.. and I became really close with Heshan. He was definitely the best guy friend I had ever had. He was like me, a little nervous all the time and super curious about everything so we had mingled quite well and eventually I think I started falling in love with him. Shan my old friend was actually the indirect reason why Heshan and I had been able to hop onto the next level in our relationship. Shan’s usually very funny and cool . So he used to keep teasing us and joke around that we made a good couple but little did he know that his jokes had made us even closer. LOL
Besides all that I had never in my whole life been so close to a guy in reality. I had been sex chatting and nude sharing with a ton of guys in ******* but never thought that a guy would even talk to me in person. I always thought that I was really ugly and bla bla. So that’s one of the reasons I had become very close to Heshan. He never judged me ( At least that’s what I had felt at that moment ). So one day the girls were out at the main hall or someplace I don’t know but I was alone in the class with shan and Heshan. If I’m being honest I liked spending more time with guys than girls coz there’s so much less drama. Plus the guys knew me better than the girls . I mean shan had known for a long time that I was having an account in ******* and Xhamster and I was chatting with guys and sharing nudes but he had never embarrassed me for it but the girls on the other hand they had always been talking wrong about me behind my back and advised certain other people to stay away from me coz I was a bitch. Fuck! Well at least I don’t pretend to be a saint girls, I do shit openly.. So anyway I could talk with an open mind to the guys. A lot about sex actually. LOL
So that day Shan had asked for my phone and referred to my internet history. He found out my porn account and they went to check it. Unfortunately I never log out of ******* so all my private pics were exposed to shan and Heshan that day. They did this in front of me and I tried grabbing the phone away but I couldn’t do it plus I’d like to own up that I didn’t mind them seeing it coz first of all I didn’t think that I was so hot so probably they wouldn’t get turned on or something and second of all I knew shan for 3 years and he’s got two sisters so I was really confident that he wouldn’t do anything to hurt me. Plus it doesn’t hurt to get naughty with your friends right?
So that night most surprisingly Heshan texted me “ Hey babe” . That was the first time a guy had said me “babe”so I kinda blushed. We texted that whole night and the next day the two of us overslept and so we both had to stay at home. Which was great actually coz we texted again. He started using a lot of sweet words like honey and baby and I really liked that coz that’s something I always wanted. I knew that I’ve been craving for sex my whole life I’m pretty sure that my obsession to find love is much higher than that. Two days after this Heshan texted me “ I love your boobs “ I honestly didn’t know how to react to this coz that was the not the first time I’ve been told that. Many guys in ******* had said this to me but I felt like that was just a lusty comment and I can’t for the life of mine imagine how foolish I’ve been to think that a guy who had complimented on my boobs had actually loved me. So Heshan asked me for more nudes that night and I gladly sent him coz I was intoxicated with love gas. I don’t think I’d have sent any guy in ******* so many nudes like I had sent Heshan.
About a week passed by and Heshan and I were getting more and more closer. We shared nudes and talked about our fetishes and finally on a Saturday afternoon whilst I was having lunch I received a text from Heshan saying
“I LOVE YOU SUGAR”
The moment I had read this text I got the shock of my life coz never in my wildest dreams have I imagined a guy would ever look at my face and say these three precious words. I stood rooted to the ground and I may have choked as well. My fingers were shivering coz I did not know how to respond to this text. Finally I texted him “ Not funny Heshan, don’t play with a girl’s emotions “ and he texted back “What? No I’m serious I love you “
I completely thought that this was all a prank for the next 2 days and he kept on convincing me that it was not a joke and he was being completely serious. A part of my mind , I mean 99.9% of my mind kept saying me that “ He’s just messing around with u bitch maybe he just needs your pussy not you “ but 0.1% of my mind kept saying me that “ What if he is a guy who would not judge a book by it’s cover and actually love me? “ So I was very confused and nervous and while my mind was processing through this situation I had to go to school on Monday. The same things continued on Monday and that whole week. Heshan kept on convincing me that he loved me and I kept on telling him to quit messing around but eventually on Friday afternoon I accepted his proposal over text. I loved him for a very long time actually but I never said him coz I was afraid of being embarrassed. I thought he’ll shut me up and mock me just like what my old crush had done. ( THAT GUY BLOCKED ME FROM HIS INSTAGRAM. FUCK)
So the next two days I’ll never forget in my life coz for the first time I spoke to guy as if he were my boyfriend. It was fun and I didn’t wanna loose it so badly. Heshan warned me not to tell any of our friends about our affair and I kinda wondered why but anyway I accepted it coz you know they say “ LOVE CAN MAKE YOU BLIND “ and I’m the perfect example for it. He asked me if we can make out and being honest since I was already craving for sex and since I had supposedly found “ TRUE LOVE “ I said yes almost immediately. So we decided to come to school really earlier than we used to. He said me to come to school at 7 and so I did. I had never kissed before so I was pretty excited and when I had went to school he was already in the class. LOL
I went to school that day just to make out with my “BOYFRIEND” and have a romantic time but little did I know that Heshan was not there just to MAKE OUT.
I’ll upload the next part of the story soon guys.. If you like this story please like it..
So as I said above I’ve been craving for sex for so long, mostly curious actually. So after my O levels and also my ************* I went back to school for my A levels. I study at a mixed school so maybe my school was the only place where I get to hang out with guys. So I had rejoined school 2 or 3 months late due to certain reasons and I had a cell phone convo with my bestie a week prior to my first day and she had told me that there was a new guy at school and he looked exactly like our old crush. Yep! We both had had a crush on the same guy at that time. So this got me curious and I wanted to meet this guy as soon as possible so I asked her for his contact number and I saved it in my phone. Then I was able to see his dp. He was looking ordinary, not too hot but I still remember that I had a distinct feeling that I was gonna get really close to him. He looked like my type of guy perhaps. Anyways there were only a few old students at my class who had decided to do A levels in the same old school . Which was good actually coz most of the people who had ended up staying were my best friends.
So I went back to school and I was pretty excited to meet this guy. I’m gonna call him “Heshan” in the story, plus he was 17 .So my bestie came to e***** me to our new classroom whilst I was waiting at the office and fuck! that was the best classroom we’re had in the last 12 years I had spent in my school. The moment I had seen our class I realized that we were gonna have an amazing time the upcoming two years. Our classroom was isolated from the rest of the school building. It was in the school ground besides the canteen. We could see the entire school building from our classroom but no one can enter or see our class without us knowing about it at least 5 minutes prior to it. We could see our teachers coming in and going out, we had so many places to hide in and spy on people and we can even get drunk and party in the class but no one could see it. And last but not least our classroom was the only room in the whole school without a CCTV camera. LOL. Imagine giving such a classroom to hormonal and horny *********ts.
So my old friend ( I’m gonna call him Shan) said hi and welcome back plus all my other old friends welcomed me and then I saw heshan standing behind the white board. The first thing I had seen in him was his butt! LOL. Anyways the moment I saw him I had weird butterly rampage in my stomach. For some reason I felt like this guy was gonna be a really important person in my life. So the next couple of days we had great fun. Since it was the very beginning of our A levels we were not very concerned about education or our academics. We played games ( Mostly truth or dare ) coz we had been able to get some dirty secrets out of each other and watched movies. Smart phones were not permitted at school but still we bought them.. and I became really close with Heshan. He was definitely the best guy friend I had ever had. He was like me, a little nervous all the time and super curious about everything so we had mingled quite well and eventually I think I started falling in love with him. Shan my old friend was actually the indirect reason why Heshan and I had been able to hop onto the next level in our relationship. Shan’s usually very funny and cool . So he used to keep teasing us and joke around that we made a good couple but little did he know that his jokes had made us even closer. LOL
Besides all that I had never in my whole life been so close to a guy in reality. I had been sex chatting and nude sharing with a ton of guys in ******* but never thought that a guy would even talk to me in person. I always thought that I was really ugly and bla bla. So that’s one of the reasons I had become very close to Heshan. He never judged me ( At least that’s what I had felt at that moment ). So one day the girls were out at the main hall or someplace I don’t know but I was alone in the class with shan and Heshan. If I’m being honest I liked spending more time with guys than girls coz there’s so much less drama. Plus the guys knew me better than the girls . I mean shan had known for a long time that I was having an account in ******* and Xhamster and I was chatting with guys and sharing nudes but he had never embarrassed me for it but the girls on the other hand they had always been talking wrong about me behind my back and advised certain other people to stay away from me coz I was a bitch. Fuck! Well at least I don’t pretend to be a saint girls, I do shit openly.. So anyway I could talk with an open mind to the guys. A lot about sex actually. LOL
So that day Shan had asked for my phone and referred to my internet history. He found out my porn account and they went to check it. Unfortunately I never log out of ******* so all my private pics were exposed to shan and Heshan that day. They did this in front of me and I tried grabbing the phone away but I couldn’t do it plus I’d like to own up that I didn’t mind them seeing it coz first of all I didn’t think that I was so hot so probably they wouldn’t get turned on or something and second of all I knew shan for 3 years and he’s got two sisters so I was really confident that he wouldn’t do anything to hurt me. Plus it doesn’t hurt to get naughty with your friends right?
So that night most surprisingly Heshan texted me “ Hey babe” . That was the first time a guy had said me “babe”so I kinda blushed. We texted that whole night and the next day the two of us overslept and so we both had to stay at home. Which was great actually coz we texted again. He started using a lot of sweet words like honey and baby and I really liked that coz that’s something I always wanted. I knew that I’ve been craving for sex my whole life I’m pretty sure that my obsession to find love is much higher than that. Two days after this Heshan texted me “ I love your boobs “ I honestly didn’t know how to react to this coz that was the not the first time I’ve been told that. Many guys in ******* had said this to me but I felt like that was just a lusty comment and I can’t for the life of mine imagine how foolish I’ve been to think that a guy who had complimented on my boobs had actually loved me. So Heshan asked me for more nudes that night and I gladly sent him coz I was intoxicated with love gas. I don’t think I’d have sent any guy in ******* so many nudes like I had sent Heshan.
About a week passed by and Heshan and I were getting more and more closer. We shared nudes and talked about our fetishes and finally on a Saturday afternoon whilst I was having lunch I received a text from Heshan saying
“I LOVE YOU SUGAR”
The moment I had read this text I got the shock of my life coz never in my wildest dreams have I imagined a guy would ever look at my face and say these three precious words. I stood rooted to the ground and I may have choked as well. My fingers were shivering coz I did not know how to respond to this text. Finally I texted him “ Not funny Heshan, don’t play with a girl’s emotions “ and he texted back “What? No I’m serious I love you “
I completely thought that this was all a prank for the next 2 days and he kept on convincing me that it was not a joke and he was being completely serious. A part of my mind , I mean 99.9% of my mind kept saying me that “ He’s just messing around with u bitch maybe he just needs your pussy not you “ but 0.1% of my mind kept saying me that “ What if he is a guy who would not judge a book by it’s cover and actually love me? “ So I was very confused and nervous and while my mind was processing through this situation I had to go to school on Monday. The same things continued on Monday and that whole week. Heshan kept on convincing me that he loved me and I kept on telling him to quit messing around but eventually on Friday afternoon I accepted his proposal over text. I loved him for a very long time actually but I never said him coz I was afraid of being embarrassed. I thought he’ll shut me up and mock me just like what my old crush had done. ( THAT GUY BLOCKED ME FROM HIS INSTAGRAM. FUCK)
So the next two days I’ll never forget in my life coz for the first time I spoke to guy as if he were my boyfriend. It was fun and I didn’t wanna loose it so badly. Heshan warned me not to tell any of our friends about our affair and I kinda wondered why but anyway I accepted it coz you know they say “ LOVE CAN MAKE YOU BLIND “ and I’m the perfect example for it. He asked me if we can make out and being honest since I was already craving for sex and since I had supposedly found “ TRUE LOVE “ I said yes almost immediately. So we decided to come to school really earlier than we used to. He said me to come to school at 7 and so I did. I had never kissed before so I was pretty excited and when I had went to school he was already in the class. LOL
I went to school that day just to make out with my “BOYFRIEND” and have a romantic time but little did I know that Heshan was not there just to MAKE OUT.
I’ll upload the next part of the story soon guys.. If you like this story please like it..
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