Why I like crossdressing

This time, I’d like to write about why I like crossdressing. I do so because I want you guys to understand me better, to make things clear for myself and to write something in English.

I dress as a girl because it makes me horny. I crossdress to get sexually excited. Then why does crossdressing make me horny?

First, I want to look back on my past. I guess my first time of crossdressing was when I was 8 or ***********. I put on my mother’s swimsuit behind her back. When I was about ************, I bought a girl’s school uniform for cosplay and cheap fake boobs. I had almost no fear then so sometimes I went out wearing them at night. Since I was a university student, I have started buying many other things to dress as a girl and filming myself. I had gone out as a woman sometimes but now don’t do that because I care about what people think about me and it tires me.

I think I don’t have to crossdress to make me horny. Being a girl is enough for me to get sexually excited. If I had my perfect woman’s body, I think it would be enough. I need my penis to feel excited though. To be exact, it seems that, instead of crossdressing, feeling as if I would be a girl makes me horny. Then why does pretending as a girl make me horny?

I think that’s because I love girls. I love their body and atmosphere. I admire or might even worship them. Their bodies are kind of sacred to me. I am hornier than you expect. When I walk on the streets, I watch girls on their bodies, especially their legs. Of course, I can’t touch them, but I really want to. You know this kind of thing happens many times in life. I believe that those experiences have made me think girl’s body was untouchable and sacred. I can’t touch them but what if I were a girl? I could stare and touch mine as much as I want to. I think that’s why I like crossdressing.

If you kindly read it through, thank you so much.

Published by lisarye
1 year ago