My Fantasy of Adoption
This story may not entirely be strongly sexual for most. I'm sorry in advance
This could sound like a random thought in my head. Just a heads up
Part 1
I'm a Muslim girl from a modern Islamic world of UAE but coming from a fairly conservative family brought up by my mom. My dad would show up every other eid celebration, for those who don't know it's like Islamic Christmas. It took time for me to realize my mom's not the only one and my mom was ok with it. She always prepared me for the same outcome but adviced me to be one of the youngest and the last of wives if my husband marries more, I asked her why? She said I would be loved the most.
My dad supported us financially and was not much to complain and also the government is generous in our country. Since I came became a woman at 12, that's what my mother calls me, I'm no more a girl for her after I got my first. And I was asked to cover up even though it's not a law in my country. My mother thought it increases my value when I get married like I'm a newly minted toy with packaging still intact. I'm ok with hijab but I don't want to wear it when someone tells me to, I wanted to feel the connection with God to wear and follow the modesty code. I don't have anything against my religion it's just I don't like it to be shoved in me, my mother gets paranoid because Im not a usual shy girl when I was younger.
Since 14 I started having this fantasy of getting adopted by foreign parents, not that my c***dhood was bad but I missed my parents being parents to me and now they treat me as an adult. I've been trained to be a good home maker every summer holidays. While my sister who is currently 10 plays with her dolls.now at 18 I still have this urge to be adopted by a couple. It's weird I'm writing this all here, sorry if I took your time. That's all for now
My fantasy of Adoption 2
After posting "My Fantasy of Adoption" I got barge of messages from people mostly positive and encouraging and some offered me the access to this fantasy. But most didn't understand this was not limited to just sexual urge I have to be adopted, even though I get turned on by this thought. I know it's crazy to think someone of my age can be legally adopted anywhere in the world as their legal daughter.
Like most of my female cousins though not common these days, I'm bethrothed at 16... It simply means engaged except I wasn't there to make this decision. Yes it's common in some families. And it was my dad's boss's son who is close to my dad's age, though I don't have any problem with the age. I guess you can understand the dynamics of why it's done. I haven't met the guy nor I want to meet the guy because of the way its done and it's from a different country where I never want to set foot, I can't tell the name, I just call it a golden jail.
I'm sorry about my personal rant, all I feel always is I want my teen years backend of year 2022 I will either be married off or may be possibly escaped this abyss, for which I have no clue how. I chose to study away from my home country is just to get away from all this mess. I traded my acceptance for 3 years of my freedom. Do I need to see a shrink or something?
I'm glad when I see some of you talk to me normal beyond sex in a place like this. It weird that I find sane or mature people here than on any dating sites. Thank you ❤️
Xoxoxo
Ana banana
This could sound like a random thought in my head. Just a heads up
Part 1
I'm a Muslim girl from a modern Islamic world of UAE but coming from a fairly conservative family brought up by my mom. My dad would show up every other eid celebration, for those who don't know it's like Islamic Christmas. It took time for me to realize my mom's not the only one and my mom was ok with it. She always prepared me for the same outcome but adviced me to be one of the youngest and the last of wives if my husband marries more, I asked her why? She said I would be loved the most.
My dad supported us financially and was not much to complain and also the government is generous in our country. Since I came became a woman at 12, that's what my mother calls me, I'm no more a girl for her after I got my first. And I was asked to cover up even though it's not a law in my country. My mother thought it increases my value when I get married like I'm a newly minted toy with packaging still intact. I'm ok with hijab but I don't want to wear it when someone tells me to, I wanted to feel the connection with God to wear and follow the modesty code. I don't have anything against my religion it's just I don't like it to be shoved in me, my mother gets paranoid because Im not a usual shy girl when I was younger.
Since 14 I started having this fantasy of getting adopted by foreign parents, not that my c***dhood was bad but I missed my parents being parents to me and now they treat me as an adult. I've been trained to be a good home maker every summer holidays. While my sister who is currently 10 plays with her dolls.now at 18 I still have this urge to be adopted by a couple. It's weird I'm writing this all here, sorry if I took your time. That's all for now
My fantasy of Adoption 2
After posting "My Fantasy of Adoption" I got barge of messages from people mostly positive and encouraging and some offered me the access to this fantasy. But most didn't understand this was not limited to just sexual urge I have to be adopted, even though I get turned on by this thought. I know it's crazy to think someone of my age can be legally adopted anywhere in the world as their legal daughter.
Like most of my female cousins though not common these days, I'm bethrothed at 16... It simply means engaged except I wasn't there to make this decision. Yes it's common in some families. And it was my dad's boss's son who is close to my dad's age, though I don't have any problem with the age. I guess you can understand the dynamics of why it's done. I haven't met the guy nor I want to meet the guy because of the way its done and it's from a different country where I never want to set foot, I can't tell the name, I just call it a golden jail.
I'm sorry about my personal rant, all I feel always is I want my teen years backend of year 2022 I will either be married off or may be possibly escaped this abyss, for which I have no clue how. I chose to study away from my home country is just to get away from all this mess. I traded my acceptance for 3 years of my freedom. Do I need to see a shrink or something?
I'm glad when I see some of you talk to me normal beyond sex in a place like this. It weird that I find sane or mature people here than on any dating sites. Thank you ❤️
Xoxoxo
Ana banana
5年前
