Still alive

So after a failed *******, and mostly lackluster ******** (https://www.********.com/Feed/Moobdood/1003837993/) and ********** (https://www.**********.com/studio/156411/gaining-goddess), I have come to realize that I am just not sexy enough to make any decent money at all with my body. Don't get me wrong, I love my body and how big I've gotten, so does my bf :3 But I also realize I shouldn't neglect my over 3k followers on here either, or on twitter (https://twitter.com/GainingGoddess). Although granted I love the layout of twitter more and am most active on there than anywhere else. I can't expect even half of you to follow me on there, altho most of my new photos are uploaded there. But that is why I do reupload my short twitter vids up here as well. But I am going to try to be more active on here again, this site is where I get most of my fan (can I even call you fans? It feels weird to call ppl fans of me?), interaction with, the most feedback and comments. And I love to hear feedback and ideas from others. Sorry this is rambling at this point but I will try to be more active on. I am sorry for being away for so long, thank you all.