My life as a sperm donor
Disclaimer - This is a real story of what I actually have experienced and actually do.
It started when I was in my early 20s, on the old yahoo personals. I came across a woman who was looking for a man to get her pregnant only and was willing to do it the old fashioned way. Upon reading her post, I got a raging boner just thinking about having sex with a woman I don't even know and filling her with my sperm. I sent her a message saying I was interested. Over the next few days messages went back and forth and I got closer to actually doing it. We even made plans for when and where. Her ovulation date drew close and it was about time for me to get on the road and travel to her a few hours from where I was. I had been jacking off several times a day just thinking about what I was planning to do. Finally the time came to make it happen, but I chickened out at the last minute. I felt bad for leading her on, but the risk of what could happen with c***d support and how I might feel having a c***d raised by a single mother and someone I don't even know got to be too much for my young mind to get past.
Just after this episode, I ended up with a demanding job that had me traveling overseas and working very hard. I forgot about that whole thing for several years. I resigned my position to return to my home and start a business. I found myself with more time and my mind wondered back to the idea of getting women pregnant. The internet had developed some and there was actually a sperm donation group now on Yahoo where women and men could link up to make babies. I connected with a few women there and talked about donating but still had something holding me up. The c***d support risk, the feeling of guilt towards a c***d without a father. But the drive to procreate was so strong that I could not stop talking with these women and getting closer to actually trying to get someone pregnant.
Eventually I found a woman who had tried with several donors and didn't have any luck. I agreed to meet with her and give it a shot. I warned her about my hesitation. When she actually came, I couldn't do it. We agreed to have sex anyway and use condoms. I said maybe I could get past it in the heat of the moment and take the thing off for her. We met like this for a few months and the last time we met, I actually gave her my sperm once at the very edge of her window of fertility. It felt so good shooting it into her but after, my mind was racing with "what have I done' thoughts. She didn't get pregnant, and actually ended up tragically dying before we tried again. So now I had an additional worry of what if the mother dies?
Another year or two went by and I found another situation that I thought maybe I would feel comfortable with. A married couple that had male factor infertility was wanting a donor and not planning to ever tell anyone that a donor was used, not even the c***d. I reasoned to myself that no one would ever know, I'd have no reason to feel guilt towards the c***d either since he would have a father. We emailed back and forth a bit and came to an agreement to meet up at a walmart parking lot where the wife worked. I met her there and then we went to their house and I met her husband. We talked about the agreement and signed a piece of paper stating that it was just donation and will be forever confidential. I felt good about going forward with this. I suggested that I get a quick shower to be clean for her. I came out with just the towel on and took her by the hand to the bedroom and shut the door. Her husband was in the living room watching television. I still remember it was the news of Bin Laden being killed. He had instructed her not to do doggy style due to fear of leakage. That went right out the window though. She had a nice ass and I love doggy, so she agreed to get on all four for me. I mounted up and began pumping with thoughts racing through my head "I'm really doing this!!!" I had been firmly convinced that no one would ever know and this wife was mine to fertilize in that moment. I still remember that first ejaculation. I held her hips firmly and drove in and let the sperm flow into her. We had sex three or four times over the next hour or so. She told me that my penis felt different than her husbands while she was riding me, and she encouraged me to take all the time I needed. When we finally left the bedroom, her husband looked a little bit irritated that I spent so much time fucking her, but he didn't say anything. I stayed at their house in a guest room, and the next morning when they got up and he was in the shower, I motioned for the wife to come to my room. We fucked again for a short time, just not wanting her husband to know. I let go in her that one last time and then got ready to leave myself. She gave me a big hug in the driveway and profusely thanked me. It was so different and amazing to have a woman so grateful that you filled her with your sperm. I left very content and very empty of all sperm.
So the floodgates had been opened by her. I looked for more couples but occasionally agreed to work with single women also. Something just changed for me and I now just live for the moment and ejaculate in women regularly. I have since had unprotected sex with around 25 women all trying to get pregnant. I thought I would never get a chance to be with a virgin, but through donating I managed to change that. Two of my recipients have been virgin before I worked with them. I've had threesomes with lesbians, fucked wives in front of their husbands, and screwed about every variety of woman there is. Nothing in life is so good as the feeling of ejaculation inside an ovulating woman. I am currently working with a woman who has a long term partner unable to get her pregnant, and two other women who are just getting older and figure now or never. I can't remember the last time I put on a condom, and I want to keep it that way. Feel free to reach out to me if you are a woman looking to get pregnant, no time wasting though, I'm real and I follow through. I want to reserve my energy for real women wanting my sperm.
It started when I was in my early 20s, on the old yahoo personals. I came across a woman who was looking for a man to get her pregnant only and was willing to do it the old fashioned way. Upon reading her post, I got a raging boner just thinking about having sex with a woman I don't even know and filling her with my sperm. I sent her a message saying I was interested. Over the next few days messages went back and forth and I got closer to actually doing it. We even made plans for when and where. Her ovulation date drew close and it was about time for me to get on the road and travel to her a few hours from where I was. I had been jacking off several times a day just thinking about what I was planning to do. Finally the time came to make it happen, but I chickened out at the last minute. I felt bad for leading her on, but the risk of what could happen with c***d support and how I might feel having a c***d raised by a single mother and someone I don't even know got to be too much for my young mind to get past.
Just after this episode, I ended up with a demanding job that had me traveling overseas and working very hard. I forgot about that whole thing for several years. I resigned my position to return to my home and start a business. I found myself with more time and my mind wondered back to the idea of getting women pregnant. The internet had developed some and there was actually a sperm donation group now on Yahoo where women and men could link up to make babies. I connected with a few women there and talked about donating but still had something holding me up. The c***d support risk, the feeling of guilt towards a c***d without a father. But the drive to procreate was so strong that I could not stop talking with these women and getting closer to actually trying to get someone pregnant.
Eventually I found a woman who had tried with several donors and didn't have any luck. I agreed to meet with her and give it a shot. I warned her about my hesitation. When she actually came, I couldn't do it. We agreed to have sex anyway and use condoms. I said maybe I could get past it in the heat of the moment and take the thing off for her. We met like this for a few months and the last time we met, I actually gave her my sperm once at the very edge of her window of fertility. It felt so good shooting it into her but after, my mind was racing with "what have I done' thoughts. She didn't get pregnant, and actually ended up tragically dying before we tried again. So now I had an additional worry of what if the mother dies?
Another year or two went by and I found another situation that I thought maybe I would feel comfortable with. A married couple that had male factor infertility was wanting a donor and not planning to ever tell anyone that a donor was used, not even the c***d. I reasoned to myself that no one would ever know, I'd have no reason to feel guilt towards the c***d either since he would have a father. We emailed back and forth a bit and came to an agreement to meet up at a walmart parking lot where the wife worked. I met her there and then we went to their house and I met her husband. We talked about the agreement and signed a piece of paper stating that it was just donation and will be forever confidential. I felt good about going forward with this. I suggested that I get a quick shower to be clean for her. I came out with just the towel on and took her by the hand to the bedroom and shut the door. Her husband was in the living room watching television. I still remember it was the news of Bin Laden being killed. He had instructed her not to do doggy style due to fear of leakage. That went right out the window though. She had a nice ass and I love doggy, so she agreed to get on all four for me. I mounted up and began pumping with thoughts racing through my head "I'm really doing this!!!" I had been firmly convinced that no one would ever know and this wife was mine to fertilize in that moment. I still remember that first ejaculation. I held her hips firmly and drove in and let the sperm flow into her. We had sex three or four times over the next hour or so. She told me that my penis felt different than her husbands while she was riding me, and she encouraged me to take all the time I needed. When we finally left the bedroom, her husband looked a little bit irritated that I spent so much time fucking her, but he didn't say anything. I stayed at their house in a guest room, and the next morning when they got up and he was in the shower, I motioned for the wife to come to my room. We fucked again for a short time, just not wanting her husband to know. I let go in her that one last time and then got ready to leave myself. She gave me a big hug in the driveway and profusely thanked me. It was so different and amazing to have a woman so grateful that you filled her with your sperm. I left very content and very empty of all sperm.
So the floodgates had been opened by her. I looked for more couples but occasionally agreed to work with single women also. Something just changed for me and I now just live for the moment and ejaculate in women regularly. I have since had unprotected sex with around 25 women all trying to get pregnant. I thought I would never get a chance to be with a virgin, but through donating I managed to change that. Two of my recipients have been virgin before I worked with them. I've had threesomes with lesbians, fucked wives in front of their husbands, and screwed about every variety of woman there is. Nothing in life is so good as the feeling of ejaculation inside an ovulating woman. I am currently working with a woman who has a long term partner unable to get her pregnant, and two other women who are just getting older and figure now or never. I can't remember the last time I put on a condom, and I want to keep it that way. Feel free to reach out to me if you are a woman looking to get pregnant, no time wasting though, I'm real and I follow through. I want to reserve my energy for real women wanting my sperm.
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