First man on man experience
It’s taken me a lifetime to figure out who I am and what I like. I identified as “straight” for most of my life. Had female partners, watched nothing but straight porn, Etc.
I even served in the US military shortly after “don’t ask don’t tell” was implemented in the 1990s. I remember the questions on the enlistment contract concerning bisexuality and homosexuality were simply crossed out because they had not created new forms to accommodate the new policy. In basic training we were constantly called “fags” and other slurs. the logic at the time was that if it offends you, it’s because you are one and not supposed to be there anyway. During my time in service, I enjoyed sexual escapades in a half dozen countries on 3 different continents. all heterosexual experiences of course.
after I finished my contract, I returned home. One day shortly after I got out, I went to an adult bookstore to pickup some more porn (straight). While there I noticed the video booth area. Had been in dirty bookstores but never been in one with a video arcade before. I was 23 and could still be aroused by a stiff breeze. so I figured I’d go check it out and rub one out before I went home. I walked in and closed the door and put my money in. On the screen popped up a scene of two lesbians. I was immediately hard and began to rub my dick through my jeans. I found the control to change the channel and began to scroll through The other channels. I stopped when I got to a scene with a hot guy (later found out it was Jeff Stryker). I saw his hard cock going inside a smooth ass and was really hot. When the camera zoomed out I realized the ass belonged to a guy. I was still aroused from seeing it. I was a little shocked but still aroused.
I kept putting money in the machine and watching more and becoming more aroused. I noticed a small hole in the wall and could see movement coming from it. Then I saw someone’s eye peeking through and looking at me. i heard whispering too. I was a little horrified at first thinking that someone was watching me viewing gay porn. I was embarrassed and immediately left the store.
After processing what happened and thinking about it, I decided to go back a few weeks later. I had never watched gay porn before. Did this mean I was gay? I justified to myself that I could watch all the gay porn I want in the video booth and nobody would ever know. I wouldn’t dare even keep gay porn in my home. I had roommates. We kept straight porn around (stack of playboys in the bathroom) but what would happen if they saw I had gay porn?
I went to the store one night after work. I went straight to the booths again. I fed the machine money and again watched gay porn while I touched myself. I must have been in the booth for an hour. I noticed the movement from the hole again. This time I was going to stay. I thought nobody is going to shame me out of my kink. I changed the channel and kept touching my cock.
Then something unexpected happened. I heard some movement in the booth next door and a cock popped through. my first instinct was to tell the guy to fuck off. I was naive and didnt know what a gloryhole was. I didn’t realize he was trying to get me to play too and wasn’t trying to make me want to leave. He pulled his cock back out of the hole and brought his mouth to the hole and said “give me your cock“ while flicking his tongue at me. Again I didn’t realize what was going on and was still too weirded out by the experience. I left the store again.
I again had to go process the experience. This was before the internet was prevalent and readily available so there wasn’t anywhere I could anonymously ask for guidance. I decided to go back to the store again a few weeks later. Again I went to the booths, fed it money and watched gay porn until I saw movement in the booth next door. I was about to leave when a a hard cock came through the hole. It was big too. Must have been 9 inches and thick. Reminded me of the one I saw in the first gay porn I had seen. Beautiful and sexy. It throbbed and bounced.
I heard a whisper from the other side saying “touch me”. I was shaking by this point. I reached over and touched it on the head. I was afraid of it but completely aroused. My own cock was out of my pants and was dripping. I began to stroke my neighbors cock. I heard moans coming from the booth next door as I stroked another mans cock for the first time in my life. It was so hard and warm. I brought my cock over to it and rubbed our heads together. He moaned more. I stroked both at the same time. Now I was dripping all over.
My neighbor whispered again “suck it” and again with a mix of terror and arousal, I leaned down, and took my first taste of another mans cock. His head was big. I fit it in but couldn’t put much more in. I tried to remember all the blowjobs I had received and attempted to do the same. I licked and flicked the big head with my tongue while I stroked him in a steady rhythm. His cock throbbed and jerked. I could taste the precum leaking from the head. I spat it out and furiously stroked his cock while he moaned. Eventually thick blobs of warm cum came out and went all over my hands and arms. I squeezed his cock for every single drop. He withdrew from the hole and I heard him zip his pants up and the door opened. He left and I was still in the booth with a raging hardon and cum all over my hands.
I flipped the channels and found a scene where a big ass blonde girl got double teamed by two guys. I was so aroused watching but what really turned me on was when one of the guys pulled out of the blonde and shot his cum all over her ass and the other guys balls while she was still riding the other guy. I remember wishing I was that other guy while I still had my big cocked neighbors cum all over my hands and arms. I smeared it on my cock and balls while I rubbed myself and came almost instantly. My cumshot reached the monitor and left a trail of goo on the screen.
Confused, I wiped myself off with the tissues provided and pulled my pants up and left. Sadly I never had the same experience again at that place ever again. 25 years later the memories are still vivid.
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I even served in the US military shortly after “don’t ask don’t tell” was implemented in the 1990s. I remember the questions on the enlistment contract concerning bisexuality and homosexuality were simply crossed out because they had not created new forms to accommodate the new policy. In basic training we were constantly called “fags” and other slurs. the logic at the time was that if it offends you, it’s because you are one and not supposed to be there anyway. During my time in service, I enjoyed sexual escapades in a half dozen countries on 3 different continents. all heterosexual experiences of course.
after I finished my contract, I returned home. One day shortly after I got out, I went to an adult bookstore to pickup some more porn (straight). While there I noticed the video booth area. Had been in dirty bookstores but never been in one with a video arcade before. I was 23 and could still be aroused by a stiff breeze. so I figured I’d go check it out and rub one out before I went home. I walked in and closed the door and put my money in. On the screen popped up a scene of two lesbians. I was immediately hard and began to rub my dick through my jeans. I found the control to change the channel and began to scroll through The other channels. I stopped when I got to a scene with a hot guy (later found out it was Jeff Stryker). I saw his hard cock going inside a smooth ass and was really hot. When the camera zoomed out I realized the ass belonged to a guy. I was still aroused from seeing it. I was a little shocked but still aroused.
I kept putting money in the machine and watching more and becoming more aroused. I noticed a small hole in the wall and could see movement coming from it. Then I saw someone’s eye peeking through and looking at me. i heard whispering too. I was a little horrified at first thinking that someone was watching me viewing gay porn. I was embarrassed and immediately left the store.
After processing what happened and thinking about it, I decided to go back a few weeks later. I had never watched gay porn before. Did this mean I was gay? I justified to myself that I could watch all the gay porn I want in the video booth and nobody would ever know. I wouldn’t dare even keep gay porn in my home. I had roommates. We kept straight porn around (stack of playboys in the bathroom) but what would happen if they saw I had gay porn?
I went to the store one night after work. I went straight to the booths again. I fed the machine money and again watched gay porn while I touched myself. I must have been in the booth for an hour. I noticed the movement from the hole again. This time I was going to stay. I thought nobody is going to shame me out of my kink. I changed the channel and kept touching my cock.
Then something unexpected happened. I heard some movement in the booth next door and a cock popped through. my first instinct was to tell the guy to fuck off. I was naive and didnt know what a gloryhole was. I didn’t realize he was trying to get me to play too and wasn’t trying to make me want to leave. He pulled his cock back out of the hole and brought his mouth to the hole and said “give me your cock“ while flicking his tongue at me. Again I didn’t realize what was going on and was still too weirded out by the experience. I left the store again.
I again had to go process the experience. This was before the internet was prevalent and readily available so there wasn’t anywhere I could anonymously ask for guidance. I decided to go back to the store again a few weeks later. Again I went to the booths, fed it money and watched gay porn until I saw movement in the booth next door. I was about to leave when a a hard cock came through the hole. It was big too. Must have been 9 inches and thick. Reminded me of the one I saw in the first gay porn I had seen. Beautiful and sexy. It throbbed and bounced.
I heard a whisper from the other side saying “touch me”. I was shaking by this point. I reached over and touched it on the head. I was afraid of it but completely aroused. My own cock was out of my pants and was dripping. I began to stroke my neighbors cock. I heard moans coming from the booth next door as I stroked another mans cock for the first time in my life. It was so hard and warm. I brought my cock over to it and rubbed our heads together. He moaned more. I stroked both at the same time. Now I was dripping all over.
My neighbor whispered again “suck it” and again with a mix of terror and arousal, I leaned down, and took my first taste of another mans cock. His head was big. I fit it in but couldn’t put much more in. I tried to remember all the blowjobs I had received and attempted to do the same. I licked and flicked the big head with my tongue while I stroked him in a steady rhythm. His cock throbbed and jerked. I could taste the precum leaking from the head. I spat it out and furiously stroked his cock while he moaned. Eventually thick blobs of warm cum came out and went all over my hands and arms. I squeezed his cock for every single drop. He withdrew from the hole and I heard him zip his pants up and the door opened. He left and I was still in the booth with a raging hardon and cum all over my hands.
I flipped the channels and found a scene where a big ass blonde girl got double teamed by two guys. I was so aroused watching but what really turned me on was when one of the guys pulled out of the blonde and shot his cum all over her ass and the other guys balls while she was still riding the other guy. I remember wishing I was that other guy while I still had my big cocked neighbors cum all over my hands and arms. I smeared it on my cock and balls while I rubbed myself and came almost instantly. My cumshot reached the monitor and left a trail of goo on the screen.
Confused, I wiped myself off with the tissues provided and pulled my pants up and left. Sadly I never had the same experience again at that place ever again. 25 years later the memories are still vivid.
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