I had my first gay sex 8 years ago when I was a married, hetrosexual alpha male. I was fucked raw, over the bonnet of a car and filled with cum. I was in shock and it took time to sink in what I had just experienced. I now realise that I had been lied to brainwashed by religion and society. Gay sex it totally natural and good and should be openly encouraged. Also sperm is the essence of life itself and should not be wasted. Your body should absorb cum and all its goodness. I have decided to turn to Satan as he is the Lord of lust and pleasure. I will remain a good man and continue to strive to go good in the world but I give myself to lust and to serving mankind. My kindness will be measured by giving myself to other men for their pleasure and I will not waste their precious seed.
Amen
Hail Satan