What I need

I find myself looking at everyone at the moment, I'm sure we have all been there, grany in a supermarket, couple walking down the road, or something els, I'm sure there's loads of people out there in this odd little town but I can't seem to find them at the moment, I don't want to put my vanilla life at risk, so all I want is something where thay have there life I have mine and we play together now and then.....just us nice and safe and if one or two. ..or how ever many of us involved want to end it it's done.......mmmmmm keep looking lol