Sissy Hypnosis - my path straight to cock

I grew up straight. I never felt conflicted about my sexuality. I watched porn and would masturbate as most men do. Over the years, the frequency of my masturbation sessions increased. Still...heterosexual porn. Then one day my high school friend came out. This was not a surprise, most people kind of knew. We spent alot of time together. Then one day he asked if i wanted a blowjob. I said 'yes' - I'm not really sure why, maybe I wanted to try something new. It took a bit for me to get hard and I just couldn't finish. Maybe it was nerves but it just didn't do it for me. Then I offered to return the favor. Pre cum was dripping from his cock and I put him in my mouth. I'm not sure how long it lasted, maybe 30 seconds and I stopped. I just couldn't do it. That was it. Years past, we never spoke of it. I found myself masturbating again and this time multiple times a week. I found myself looking at new categories that I would never have done. Enter my first time uploading my nude pics. No face of course. That turned me on and once a came, I deleted the pics. Them it was masturbating on cam. Again, no face. I kept needed to find something that would get me aroused, my next high. Next it was asking people to repost my nudes. At this time I discovered the joys of humiliation. Occasionally, someone would make a comment on my small cock and that got me aroused. Next was posting pics of me in my girlfriend's panties. When that lost its appeal, it was time to post a pic with my face clearly recognizable. Wow what a high!!! Me completely naked, face clearly visible. Of course I would delete them after I came. But like all things, that lost it's excitement. I experimented with anal play, fingers, then objects, then toys. Those felt great. I still felt straight.

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