Sissy ****** Journey

First realized at a mature age my hidden sexual pleasures. Found out I enjoyed men by accident one day at nudist resort on nature trail. Seduced by two men at once never knew how good it felt. Became very good at sucking cock and being fucked!! Always had kept my body all smooth no hair . Meet a man on line who liked me to act like is bitch loved acting Fem. One day we got together he had ladies panties and little nighties. Asked me try them on I proceed to put on little nightie with panties! He had is hands all over me called me is bitch and sucked his cock . After afew times it felt good wearing silky panties .I purchased panties to wear everyday then bras and other ladies lingerie . Would dress in lingerie , and go on cam loved the compliments .Posted photos wearing lingerie on line realized I loved being a sissy ****** to other men. Being humiliated and called names being told what to do without any questions .. Want to get my nipples pierced , and tattoo saying ****** or mark showing I am sub sissy!! Maybe like black ace of spades tattoo.