Cock dreamer

I'm gay. I never had Sex with a man, craving a big, thick, rock hard, white Cock. In my mouth, pleasing it, eating it's hot, juicy cum - getting out of control. Only dreaming of that big rock hard cock standing up, waiting for me to love it, touching it, feeling it's hardness. Enjoying it's stiffness.
Sometimes I fear I might not like cocks, since I never had one in my mouth. Still I dream of cocks squirting, hardening, shooting, releasing, blowing. Can you help me?