Giving my first blow job

So today was the day... I was finally going to try and get laid today. I had shaved and played with all my toys stretching my pussy, yesterday (have videos) dressed in my finest lingerie. Had talked to a couple of guys on Grindr and they seemed turned off by the clothes so no luck yesterday. I’ve been so horny and just needed to be fucked or so I thought. Got up this morning and immediately started camping on Grindr, saying hello there to every versatile and top on there... got a few responses but WTF is up with the porn dicks on there. Nothing happens all morning until Phil gets back to me and says he wants to hook up with the bottom hosting in New Albany. Fuck yeah! I had been talking to a couple hot tops before I realized I hadn’t seen a cock pic from him, but I had already sent him my address so I was a little nervous. I was ready to make him cum. I changed into panties and set out the towel and lube. So Phil shows up and he is a 6’ and looks like the nerdy I.T. guy. I don’t care and lead him into the bedroom and hopefully be fucked for only the third time but the first time I’m willingly giving up my pussy to another man. My dick has become just a clit to be rubbed and my ass needs to be filled. We started talking and he doesn’t kiss and he is only into oral, damnit. I tell him that I just really wanted to be fucked and almost didn’t let him stay. He leans back on the bed and starts to take off his pants and pulls out this beautiful cut soft cock from his boxers. Don’t you at least want to see he asks me. I answer by reaching over and taking his cock in my hand. It feels so fucking good in my hand and I stroke him but I want him hard... I took him into my mouth and took his entire length and he moaned and I was hooked. I sucked him and felt him growing in my mouth. This isn’t going to be the last cock I suck. By this time I wanted him naked and released the vacuum on his cock and pulled down his boxers and OMFUCKINGG he is a fucking ginger. This mound of the most gorgeous red hair surrounds a truly amazing 6-7” and I’m in love. Redheads are my weakest and I’m giving my first blowjob to one. Awesomeness. I want this to be good and completely swallow him balls deep until he is in my throat. I almost gag but take it and feel him still growing. I work his cock up and down sucking like a mad man... I want his cum. I lick his slit and around his balls. I want to play with his balls but he doesn’t let me. He doesn’t want me to lose his number. I tell him that I would suck him anytime. He tells me I’m good and I return to sucking dick. Im sucking him and stroking him and taking every bit of cock. Every stroke, it was nose buried in that fire hair. He was so hard and I wanted him in me so bad. I wanted his cum though and was going to have it. I was on fire for his cock and sucked it. I want him to grab my head but he doesn’t. He doesn’t need too, I couldn’t take anymore. He tells he how good it feels. I’m thinking how lucky I am. He asks if its ok to cum. I don’t stop sucking. He starts bucking his hips and the head of his cock is in my throat. I suck harder and I want my first cum and I want it now. Just as he is calling out and cumming. I lodge his mushroom in my throat as he starts shooting. I feel the head grow and pulse shooting his cum right down my throat,no need to swallow. It was mind blowing, just wish it was in my ass. Maybe tomorrow but that’s another story.