I'm sad.

Yeah, I've been sad for a while.
Clinical depression? I'm not sure. I should probably get it check out, but I'm too lazy to bother.
I don't think I can remember what really made me happy; it's been that long.
or maybe, it's just me. I got used to being sad.
like, even sad-80's-synth-music makes me ...happy? weird.

hang in there everyone, we'll figure this out.
stay safe & healthy!

here's a link to a tune that i'm loving right now:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8a8-Rr_xQ8A