9- In the Red lights district (true story)

I'm a 51 y.o. male. (in the year 2021). In 1999 I went to the Rotterdam conservatory for an exam. I returned to Amsterdam in the evening because I was staying in a young hostel in Amsterdam. I bought a cigarette from a cafe shop. was smoking on the road. but I realized that distille alcohol is much more enjoyable. the hostel where I stayed was in the red lights district. It was getting dark. I wandered around to watch the girls waiting in the houses. there was a house with black women. about 180 tall, model-like young black women. I had no passion for tall women back then. I went in and asked one of the tall women how much I should pay, 100 florins she said. my money was limited, I didn't want to pay 100 Florins. There was also a black girl who I guess was ********. tall young woman said I could have sex that girl for 50 Florine. She was presumably between 16 and ************, about 155cm tall. we went up the stairs and had sex with the girl. I was not too excited. in my last day before returning to istanbul in the daytime wandered again at the red light. I saw a white woman over 60 years old. She was about 165-170cm tall and an ugly thick, belly woman with black hair. The woman was seating on a chair, spread her legs and showed me her pussy. I was 30 years old then. I actually desired the woman but did not enter. After returning to Turkey, i thought woman and desired her often. I was not yet aware of my passion for older women.