What am I exactly looking for on here?

This is the question of the questions. The mother of all the questions, the Holy Grail of questions. Sooner or later, everybody asks me about this. Usually, I just say I like to watch some nice bodies. Sure, but why do I post my pictures? Okay, so here's a little story. There was this hot green-eyed goth girl on xHamster. Some of you knew her as Little Gothic Slut. I was mesmerized by her. She used to post her photos, which, stylistically, were quite similar to those of mine. And I was like "why the hell not to upload my own pictures?" Right? "Everything's so literal and vulgar on here. Time to change this a little bit." Almost all of us watch porn from time to time, but let's be honest, it's so fucking trivial and unimaginative. Our bodies are works of art, but there's more plastic than human flesh in porn nowadays. And there's absolutely nothing sensual and mysterious. I'm a very sexual person, but I'm also very far from being unimaginative. That was my goal - to show something tasteful, sensual, and maybe even thought-provoking.

I created an account here, when I was on the cusp of moving from Poznań to Warsaw. So I thought it might help me to meet new people. And boy, it really did. I've met only two people from here in-person, but, virtually, the number is much more significant. During all these years I've met so many amazing people from all over the world and I'm really honoured I can call some of you my friends. We've shared and keep sharing our laughs and sorrows, hopes and fears, strengths and weaknesses, joys and angers. And we've learned a lot from each other. It's really worth to get over all the boring fucks who can't form sentences or independent thoughts, just to be able to communicate with you, folks. You know who you are, and I love you. That's why I'm still here after all these years. At times, I may be off for a while, but I always come back to see how you are doing. I'm selfish, but it doesn't mean I don't care about you. ;-)

love you all,
Syla