Fuck You, Bitch!

I don't even think I know how to think
And I don't know what to think about you.
I feel like I can't begin to breathe
Because I just can't breathe without you.
I wish your memory would just release
And give me peace about you,
But all of this shit that makes me reminisce
Is a double edged kiss
Of death and it won't let me rest without you.
I try not to remind myself of all of the very best about you.
I can't unwind. I so often just wanna die
Because I'm so fuckiin messed up without you.
My head is a collection of resurrections
Of your everything and not a chance to change
But just rearrange all of the deranged bullshit
That I feel about you.
I'd give my left arm and one of my fuckin balls
To be back with you,
To be back right behind you,
Just to reverse this fuckin curse and begin
Just to kind of maybe almost remind you
That I fuckin loved you, bitch,
That I gave you every fuckin thing I ever had
And would've given you more
If you'd only fuckin asked me to.
I'd have given you the moon and stars
If you didn't happen to
Throw me away like a fuckin piece of trash
Like you always wanted to,
Give me away to no one
And cut my fuckin heart out and my soul
And my whole life and every other fuckin thing,
Never givin me that chance to give
You that fuckin ring,
Never livin in a life that had you as my wife
But only givin up
And lettin down
And pushin me to drown,
Pushin me around,
Fuckin with my head,
Stuck in this motherfuckin place,
Dead as I am,
Not seein your fuckin face,
Hatin on this world
Til all I see is red.

I'd give my very fuckin life
To get you back again.
I'd cut out my fuckin heart
Cuz there's nothin left of it,
Since I let you fuckin in.
I had a wall before I met you.
I had somethin better,
Maybe not everything and all before I let you,
But at least, I didn't have this hurt.
I didn't have this pain.
I didn't have it so much worse
And have this ringing in my brain.

I gave you years of my love.
You said it wasn't enough.
I said you were everything to me.
You said that another guy's dick would set you free.
I wish you could feel one fuckin ounce
Of what I feel right now.
Fake apologies don't fuckin count.
You're just a bitch that wanted out.
I wasted all my fuckin time.
I wasted all my fuckin tears.
I wasted my fuckin feelings
On a bitch that made a career
Of makin me a fool,
Of polishing so many tools,
Giving her holes to anyone that could drill,
Not knowing there are fuckin rules.

I'd still take you back.
I'd still show you I can love.
You'd only bring more hell.
You'd only fuck me up.
I'd give you my soul.
You'd stomp on it and run.
You'd give me your holes,
But you'd give them to
Any man with a hard dick,
And then laugh at me and run.
So, fuck you once again.
Fuck you for all of time.
Fuck you up your fuckin ass.
You're not worth what you charge,
And I don't have a fuckin dime.