Learning to eat my cum
I love eating my own cum. I can't imagine jerking off and not eating it. I look forward to it. If I have the chance, I will jerk off multiple times and eat my cum until no more cum will exit my little member. I feel humiliated everytime I eat my cum. It turns me on.
It was not always like that.
When I was a teen, I started to have a desired to eat my cum. I had no problem eating my pre-cum. I like to masturbate dry, so when the precum would glisten from the tip, I would wipe it off with my left hand finger and eat it. I desparately wanted to eat my cum, but everytime I would cum into whatever, I would try to lick it up but could never do it.
In high school, I remember reading a Penthouse letter. Some guy hollowed out a cucumber, fucked it, came inside and ate everything. I tried that. I couldn't eat it. I rinsed all my cum off and then ate the cucumber.
This continued for many years. Trying to eat my cum but never being able to do it.
Then, one day, the process started.
I hadn't cum for maybe 2 weeks. I decided I wanted to hump my desk. I love gliding the underside of my little cock on something smooth. I can edge for a long time when I hump something smooth. So I started to hump. I don't how many times I got to the edge. My little cock was pulsating with desperation. Then, at one point, I went a little too far. I held back as much as possible, trying not to cum. A little bit of white cum started oozing out of the tip. I was so horny I quickly collected that cum with my finger and licked it up.
That was the first time I tasted it. I didn't really like it, but I was still so horny. I edged again and was able to extract a little more cum that I promptly ate. After that, I had to finish myself - a big load oozed out onto the desk. There was no way I was eating that.
I then decided that from now on, any time I masturbated, before I was allowed to finish myself to completion, I had to edge. I learned how to get just a little over the edge, hold back and just let some cum ooze from the tip. If I went a little too far I would not allow myself to pump the cum but just let it ooze into my hand. I would still be so horny I would deparately eat it. Every orgasm would be ruined, leaving me horny.
Each session I would be able to eat more of my cum. However, I still could not finish off and eat everything.
As time went on, I got to a point where I was edging and ruining my orgasm multiple times. I got to the point where I could edge/ruin myself dry - and eat everything.
It's a weird feeling - edging and ruining all your orgasms until you are soft and can't cum anymore. I was still horny, but I could not get hard.
When I finally got to this point, I didn't have to edge anymore. I could jerk myself off and put the whole load in my hand and eat it all in one go. I could even masturbate multiple times and eat all my cum until I was totally dry.
When I reached this point, I loved the taste of my cum and could not imagine wasting my cum. Now, any time I masturbate, I look forward to depositing a load in my hand and licking it all up.
It was not always like that.
When I was a teen, I started to have a desired to eat my cum. I had no problem eating my pre-cum. I like to masturbate dry, so when the precum would glisten from the tip, I would wipe it off with my left hand finger and eat it. I desparately wanted to eat my cum, but everytime I would cum into whatever, I would try to lick it up but could never do it.
In high school, I remember reading a Penthouse letter. Some guy hollowed out a cucumber, fucked it, came inside and ate everything. I tried that. I couldn't eat it. I rinsed all my cum off and then ate the cucumber.
This continued for many years. Trying to eat my cum but never being able to do it.
Then, one day, the process started.
I hadn't cum for maybe 2 weeks. I decided I wanted to hump my desk. I love gliding the underside of my little cock on something smooth. I can edge for a long time when I hump something smooth. So I started to hump. I don't how many times I got to the edge. My little cock was pulsating with desperation. Then, at one point, I went a little too far. I held back as much as possible, trying not to cum. A little bit of white cum started oozing out of the tip. I was so horny I quickly collected that cum with my finger and licked it up.
That was the first time I tasted it. I didn't really like it, but I was still so horny. I edged again and was able to extract a little more cum that I promptly ate. After that, I had to finish myself - a big load oozed out onto the desk. There was no way I was eating that.
I then decided that from now on, any time I masturbated, before I was allowed to finish myself to completion, I had to edge. I learned how to get just a little over the edge, hold back and just let some cum ooze from the tip. If I went a little too far I would not allow myself to pump the cum but just let it ooze into my hand. I would still be so horny I would deparately eat it. Every orgasm would be ruined, leaving me horny.
Each session I would be able to eat more of my cum. However, I still could not finish off and eat everything.
As time went on, I got to a point where I was edging and ruining my orgasm multiple times. I got to the point where I could edge/ruin myself dry - and eat everything.
It's a weird feeling - edging and ruining all your orgasms until you are soft and can't cum anymore. I was still horny, but I could not get hard.
When I finally got to this point, I didn't have to edge anymore. I could jerk myself off and put the whole load in my hand and eat it all in one go. I could even masturbate multiple times and eat all my cum until I was totally dry.
When I reached this point, I loved the taste of my cum and could not imagine wasting my cum. Now, any time I masturbate, I look forward to depositing a load in my hand and licking it all up.
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