I need some advice

I've really not been feeling too good recently due to a certain meet up NSFW website (which will remain anonymous for the time being). On the website I've been exposing myself nude and jerking off to strangers. While i temporarily enjoy it, after the session is over I freak out about how it could affect my future, if someone has recorded me etc. I'm worried that if i continue, I will fuck my life up and that i'll become depressed.
Does anyone have any suggestions to prevent me from going on the site? maybe like what other things i could do?