Sissyjessah
As a pre *********t, i was severely under weight and dainty. I was so effeminate if i didnt dress completely gender specifically male i could easily be confused for a cute ***********. As boys my age tournamented me, spotlighting my emasculant body, i secretly dreamed of being a woman. Their callus taunts and homophophic comments ands names crippled my self esteem further honing my submissive nature and femine mindset. I was so young when i started crossdressing, i cannot specify how young i was. I dressed usually wearing clothes id sneak from my mother, step mother, step sister, or any female i could get with in snooping distance. Boys may get curious but by middle school i was crossdressing any time i was alone long enough to do so. I would check out guys junk in bathrooms at urinal or locker rooms. But, i denied being gay or liking boys. I was terrified of being outted to. Still am but...... like my asscunt, fuck it.
Anyway..... i dont understand an adult just realizing they are a sissy or wanna transition well into life. Crazy to me. Not crazy though, and the world needs more sissy cum sluts. I strongly urge all white men to give a big real cock a try. A black cock. Or at least except it if their woman wants it, and just let them be. Just saying. I was a sissy before i knew it was a thing. I was a teen when i found shemale porn. I already had owned a stolen collection of the sluttist lingerie my 10 petite fingers could 5 finger at a time. I had borrowed my step mothers dildo so much.... i never put it back, i couldnt help myself. Shed buy a new bigger one.... id end up witb it and shamefully hide it. Usually inside me. I could take large dildos, ones like i still buy today and use by 13. I secretly prided myself on that idea from results. I could handle and enthusiasticly enjoy pounding myself with 9 inch dildos why couldnt i handle a real cock? Didnt try though. Just secretly burned to be broken in.
Ill continue this with being confronted by step mother at age 15 for my deviant behavior after my older sisters beand new expensive vibrator turned up missing and the butterfly effect is full fledged. I never had a point of no return though. Im a born sissy ******.... soon.
Anyway..... i dont understand an adult just realizing they are a sissy or wanna transition well into life. Crazy to me. Not crazy though, and the world needs more sissy cum sluts. I strongly urge all white men to give a big real cock a try. A black cock. Or at least except it if their woman wants it, and just let them be. Just saying. I was a sissy before i knew it was a thing. I was a teen when i found shemale porn. I already had owned a stolen collection of the sluttist lingerie my 10 petite fingers could 5 finger at a time. I had borrowed my step mothers dildo so much.... i never put it back, i couldnt help myself. Shed buy a new bigger one.... id end up witb it and shamefully hide it. Usually inside me. I could take large dildos, ones like i still buy today and use by 13. I secretly prided myself on that idea from results. I could handle and enthusiasticly enjoy pounding myself with 9 inch dildos why couldnt i handle a real cock? Didnt try though. Just secretly burned to be broken in.
Ill continue this with being confronted by step mother at age 15 for my deviant behavior after my older sisters beand new expensive vibrator turned up missing and the butterfly effect is full fledged. I never had a point of no return though. Im a born sissy ******.... soon.
4年前
