About my self destructive behaviour
A sister asked me if I take real cocks. Of course I was not able to send a short clear answer. Maybe lots of you have the same question about yourself. So I wrote:
You can read in my profile that I started fingering as a c***d. Then it became worse. 5 y ago my ass cunt started to dictate my day and changed together with other bad influences my brain. Actually I want to quit it and have time for important things. So I have a last hope as a crazy experiment: A completly phys and psych overload so that I get tired of my self destructive behaviour after a while. 2 month ago I started to look for alpha males who want to fuck me hard, make me useful. I had 3 visits...of course not enough, especially if they finish after 1 h yet. But I know more and more daddies and bears. Now I become skinnier and weak and I am getting ready for gang bang. After I like to try the life as a cheap trashy sissy whore who works about 10 h a day. That should be enough. The risk: what, if my mind will completly break and I get lost and accept the new life? It would mean that kind of existance is my real destiny. Maybe it has even an erotic touch. But I am already old and soon I have to do worst things to stay interesting for pervert grandpa's. My only income will be small donates and at the end I will be the sex slave of masters dogs.
Ok, I didn't wanted to write such a long answer :)
Kiss, Swissy
You can read in my profile that I started fingering as a c***d. Then it became worse. 5 y ago my ass cunt started to dictate my day and changed together with other bad influences my brain. Actually I want to quit it and have time for important things. So I have a last hope as a crazy experiment: A completly phys and psych overload so that I get tired of my self destructive behaviour after a while. 2 month ago I started to look for alpha males who want to fuck me hard, make me useful. I had 3 visits...of course not enough, especially if they finish after 1 h yet. But I know more and more daddies and bears. Now I become skinnier and weak and I am getting ready for gang bang. After I like to try the life as a cheap trashy sissy whore who works about 10 h a day. That should be enough. The risk: what, if my mind will completly break and I get lost and accept the new life? It would mean that kind of existance is my real destiny. Maybe it has even an erotic touch. But I am already old and soon I have to do worst things to stay interesting for pervert grandpa's. My only income will be small donates and at the end I will be the sex slave of masters dogs.
Ok, I didn't wanted to write such a long answer :)
Kiss, Swissy
6年前
