My Sissy journal April 2021
April 30th 2021==DAY 120 of only anal sex
I'm writing this on the 30/04/2021 and for the whole month of April I can tell you the precise amount of time I have spent locked in chastity. I can say this with a high degree of certainty because Whenever I have taken off the cage (for shaving and once to record a vid of my sissygasm without the cage in the way) I have set a 3 minute limit timed on my phone. I have removed it to make myself smooth a total of 6 times over 30 days and for the video i gave myself 4mins and actually took only 3minutes 08seconds to cum like a girl. lets do the maths.
6 x 3mins = 18mins
+ 3.08 for the video.
= 21minutes and 8 seconds.
Now, 30 days = 43200 minutes (google it, i did)
so 43200 -21 = 43179minutes
that's forty three thousand, one hundred and seventy nine minutes of being locked up like a sissy (give or take 8 seconds)
I am a geek, I know that.
And I have masturbated at least once a day for the whole month, which is hardly worth reading about. So to fill up some space I'm gonna talk about one of my fav things. namely, receiving anal while sniffing poppers. To any sissy who has yet to enjoy this mind-blowing, warm, fuzzy experience I urge you to try it, like right this minute. It's harmless, un-addictive, cheap and it makes you feel like the filthiest slut in the world for a minute or two each time you take a blast. Putting it into words that do it justice is something I struggle with but I will have a go.
Ok, think about the most horny, depraved, naughtiest thing you have ever done, or the one thing that you think about when you want to orgasm quickly. Whatever it is, picture it and then add into the mix a tingly spreading glow of warmth that spreads out across your whole body. You feel relaxed, lucid and dreamy and yet you are never out of control for even a second. After inhaling and the spreading warmth, you might begin to feel aroused , and notice the blood is now pumping through your body to a steady, tangible rhythm. If your dick gets hard, it literally throbs and pulsates as hard as you can ever remember. For a sissy, I can only speak for myself, it somehow manages to induce an even more intense craving for something in my fuck-hole. I don't just mean that because poppers are a muscle relaxant and makes your tight little boi-pussy grow hungry. You might find it actually sucking your toy or fingers into it, swallowing whatever you are using and then clamping tightly around it, I do. The moment I stop teasing and allow my dildo to sink into my hole, all the way to the base, is fucking heaven. I rock my hips and feel it deep inside me, growing more urgent and starting to use the length of the shaft to slide myself up and down on. This usually ends up with me taking the full length (my pink toy is 10 inches) then sliding up until the tip is almost outside my boi-pussy, then slamming back onto it. I usually end up riding it like my life depends upon it, my whole body slick with sweat and feeling like I never, ever wanna stop pounding myself. Poppers make my mind and body even dirtier than usual and that takes some doing. About 2 minutes later the sensations start to fade as the poppers wears off but I still find my mindset is stuck on ultra filthy, and fucking myself feels like utter bliss. There is simply something about sniffing poppers that makes me think about taking it up the bum like aa slut and this feeling, this desperate urgent need, comes each time I take a blast from that tiny brown phial. The whole process, from the first inhalation, to having no sense of the rush left at all, takes 2 to 3 minutes at most. The bottle costs a few quid (£3 or dollars or Euros or whatever) and the bottle will last for months if you don't use it every single day. Guys, if you have a sissy who hasn't tried it yet, you should introduce them to it right away. To the sissy sluts who are a bit cautious about it I urge you to try one deep inhalation of it while you either use a toy or even better, take a real dick. If you find it isn't enjoyable, you have lost a couple of minutes and some pocket change. I stress though, you will find you love it and feel like you have been missing out on something all your life. Get some and fuck your tight little hole sissy, you can thank me when you find time to take the toy from your fuck-hole.
Whew, that was kinda weird but I typed what I was thinking with as much detail as possible.
final thought and a sad one---no actual sexual activity this month. note to self******* must try harder for the coming month of may.
alexa... xoxo
P.S for a genuine sissy hypno, by far the best i have watched. try this link.
https://hypnotube.com/video/rabbit-hole-fuck-bunny-13830.html
Its less music video and more erotic...oh and effective
I'm writing this on the 30/04/2021 and for the whole month of April I can tell you the precise amount of time I have spent locked in chastity. I can say this with a high degree of certainty because Whenever I have taken off the cage (for shaving and once to record a vid of my sissygasm without the cage in the way) I have set a 3 minute limit timed on my phone. I have removed it to make myself smooth a total of 6 times over 30 days and for the video i gave myself 4mins and actually took only 3minutes 08seconds to cum like a girl. lets do the maths.
6 x 3mins = 18mins
+ 3.08 for the video.
= 21minutes and 8 seconds.
Now, 30 days = 43200 minutes (google it, i did)
so 43200 -21 = 43179minutes
that's forty three thousand, one hundred and seventy nine minutes of being locked up like a sissy (give or take 8 seconds)
I am a geek, I know that.
And I have masturbated at least once a day for the whole month, which is hardly worth reading about. So to fill up some space I'm gonna talk about one of my fav things. namely, receiving anal while sniffing poppers. To any sissy who has yet to enjoy this mind-blowing, warm, fuzzy experience I urge you to try it, like right this minute. It's harmless, un-addictive, cheap and it makes you feel like the filthiest slut in the world for a minute or two each time you take a blast. Putting it into words that do it justice is something I struggle with but I will have a go.
Ok, think about the most horny, depraved, naughtiest thing you have ever done, or the one thing that you think about when you want to orgasm quickly. Whatever it is, picture it and then add into the mix a tingly spreading glow of warmth that spreads out across your whole body. You feel relaxed, lucid and dreamy and yet you are never out of control for even a second. After inhaling and the spreading warmth, you might begin to feel aroused , and notice the blood is now pumping through your body to a steady, tangible rhythm. If your dick gets hard, it literally throbs and pulsates as hard as you can ever remember. For a sissy, I can only speak for myself, it somehow manages to induce an even more intense craving for something in my fuck-hole. I don't just mean that because poppers are a muscle relaxant and makes your tight little boi-pussy grow hungry. You might find it actually sucking your toy or fingers into it, swallowing whatever you are using and then clamping tightly around it, I do. The moment I stop teasing and allow my dildo to sink into my hole, all the way to the base, is fucking heaven. I rock my hips and feel it deep inside me, growing more urgent and starting to use the length of the shaft to slide myself up and down on. This usually ends up with me taking the full length (my pink toy is 10 inches) then sliding up until the tip is almost outside my boi-pussy, then slamming back onto it. I usually end up riding it like my life depends upon it, my whole body slick with sweat and feeling like I never, ever wanna stop pounding myself. Poppers make my mind and body even dirtier than usual and that takes some doing. About 2 minutes later the sensations start to fade as the poppers wears off but I still find my mindset is stuck on ultra filthy, and fucking myself feels like utter bliss. There is simply something about sniffing poppers that makes me think about taking it up the bum like aa slut and this feeling, this desperate urgent need, comes each time I take a blast from that tiny brown phial. The whole process, from the first inhalation, to having no sense of the rush left at all, takes 2 to 3 minutes at most. The bottle costs a few quid (£3 or dollars or Euros or whatever) and the bottle will last for months if you don't use it every single day. Guys, if you have a sissy who hasn't tried it yet, you should introduce them to it right away. To the sissy sluts who are a bit cautious about it I urge you to try one deep inhalation of it while you either use a toy or even better, take a real dick. If you find it isn't enjoyable, you have lost a couple of minutes and some pocket change. I stress though, you will find you love it and feel like you have been missing out on something all your life. Get some and fuck your tight little hole sissy, you can thank me when you find time to take the toy from your fuck-hole.
Whew, that was kinda weird but I typed what I was thinking with as much detail as possible.
final thought and a sad one---no actual sexual activity this month. note to self******* must try harder for the coming month of may.
alexa... xoxo
P.S for a genuine sissy hypno, by far the best i have watched. try this link.
https://hypnotube.com/video/rabbit-hole-fuck-bunny-13830.html
Its less music video and more erotic...oh and effective
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