Story of my first cock
Story of my first cock? Wow! That is such an interesting story, I would say it started everything...
I've been crossdressing since I have a memory, well, that is a lie, since my sexual awakening. I started crossdressing because I love and adore women so much I want to look like them, but dick, aaaah I don't even want to see any cock, I couldn't even draw one!.
Well that settles the argument, I'm sure many girls like me had a similar beginning, but look, but not because it typically becomes untrue.
Well on my 26s, I was doing a night of make up and dressing, nothing out of the ordinary for a Saturday night of myself, yes I know at that age I should be having fun, and drinking with my friends!, well I was drinking, alone, and crossdressing at home, and that was good for me.
I was a bit ***** that night, well let's be honest..., drunk!, and you know that when I'm drunk I'm also hungry... so I wanted to order some food, but I was dressed... aaargh, I wanted to clean up myself first, but I could see in the app an option to get the order not for now but for later, so I went for it, put one hours later, so I'd have time enough to look like a boy.
Ahem, as it was one hour I see that I had time for my sexual needs too, but also happens that when I'm drunk I don't really can tell the time..., also most probably the one one later option didn't work either..., so don't remember if it was 15 mins, or 30 mins... but the doorbell rang!!! I'm in panic mode! It took me an eternity to decide if I would open or not in that look.
I decided to open the door, I thought its not big deal, you are at your place, you don't know the person, you don't need to go out, the food is payed, and fuck, I was hungry!. So I opened the door, very little, and I saw the guy, he was for once, not wearing a helmet, for once! bothering to remove the bloody helmet!
I can't remember why... but we started talking, and also inside my flat, as I guess I didn't want anyone to see me in the hallway. Obviously we start talking about the obvious, crossdressing, if I dress often, if I like men, if bla bla bla. I said obviously I'm not into men at all, that picture of dick makes me *****, etc.
I think I was his last delivery of the night because he was not in a rush, so we kept talking, I was looking ok, not really proud of make up and style back then, but I think it helped that he was into crossdressing.
He asked so many questions, and it was such a freeing feeling for once, so I was in a good mood, we shared some drinks, yes I was really pissed already..., and at some point he wanted to test me if what I was saying about cock was really true, and not made up anti-gay mentality.
I agreed!, what I was doing it was no gay at all! Come on, I had girl friends!. So he took his cock out from the trousers, and showed it to me, it was not hard, and a bit hairy, nothing out of the ordinary, also circumcised. Well I have to say I failed... I did not *****, I didn't feel any repulsion. But I argued that what I really meant was a hard cock, not just a hanging penis.
So, we decided to watch some porn, to keep testing going, at this point, I think something was already rumbling inside me.
I got the laptop, put some porn, lingerie and lesbians, as usual, and poured some more drinks. He started watching porn, and I swear he was looking at me more than the screen, maybe my memories are a bit blurry... But boom, he was hard and I was not *****ing...
And then he asked again are you sure you are not gay?, because he could tell that I was also hard, he could see the little bump in m y skirt. Aaargh! I've said it's because I am watching porn! same as you, and I was also drunk.
Look why you don't touch my penis, and we will see.
I start touching that cock, at first a little, with two fingers, then I a grab the cock with my full hand and start rubbing it, I can't remember why and when decided to go on my knees, I guess it felt more comfortable position, or because I watched so much porn that felt natural. I kept moving my hand up and down, I guess I felt something more, and that's the moment he pushed my head into his penis, and all I wanted to do was to open my mouth.
I have to say I liked the flavour and the smell from the first time, I was there using my hands and my mouth trying to do what I've seen in other girls, and boy I was loving it!, so much that when he pushed me just before to cum I was feeling so much sexual pleasure.
And after this day something changed in me. Would be a lot of hell of questioning and less barriers of what I was feeling.
I've been crossdressing since I have a memory, well, that is a lie, since my sexual awakening. I started crossdressing because I love and adore women so much I want to look like them, but dick, aaaah I don't even want to see any cock, I couldn't even draw one!.
Well that settles the argument, I'm sure many girls like me had a similar beginning, but look, but not because it typically becomes untrue.
Well on my 26s, I was doing a night of make up and dressing, nothing out of the ordinary for a Saturday night of myself, yes I know at that age I should be having fun, and drinking with my friends!, well I was drinking, alone, and crossdressing at home, and that was good for me.
I was a bit ***** that night, well let's be honest..., drunk!, and you know that when I'm drunk I'm also hungry... so I wanted to order some food, but I was dressed... aaargh, I wanted to clean up myself first, but I could see in the app an option to get the order not for now but for later, so I went for it, put one hours later, so I'd have time enough to look like a boy.
Ahem, as it was one hour I see that I had time for my sexual needs too, but also happens that when I'm drunk I don't really can tell the time..., also most probably the one one later option didn't work either..., so don't remember if it was 15 mins, or 30 mins... but the doorbell rang!!! I'm in panic mode! It took me an eternity to decide if I would open or not in that look.
I decided to open the door, I thought its not big deal, you are at your place, you don't know the person, you don't need to go out, the food is payed, and fuck, I was hungry!. So I opened the door, very little, and I saw the guy, he was for once, not wearing a helmet, for once! bothering to remove the bloody helmet!
I can't remember why... but we started talking, and also inside my flat, as I guess I didn't want anyone to see me in the hallway. Obviously we start talking about the obvious, crossdressing, if I dress often, if I like men, if bla bla bla. I said obviously I'm not into men at all, that picture of dick makes me *****, etc.
I think I was his last delivery of the night because he was not in a rush, so we kept talking, I was looking ok, not really proud of make up and style back then, but I think it helped that he was into crossdressing.
He asked so many questions, and it was such a freeing feeling for once, so I was in a good mood, we shared some drinks, yes I was really pissed already..., and at some point he wanted to test me if what I was saying about cock was really true, and not made up anti-gay mentality.
I agreed!, what I was doing it was no gay at all! Come on, I had girl friends!. So he took his cock out from the trousers, and showed it to me, it was not hard, and a bit hairy, nothing out of the ordinary, also circumcised. Well I have to say I failed... I did not *****, I didn't feel any repulsion. But I argued that what I really meant was a hard cock, not just a hanging penis.
So, we decided to watch some porn, to keep testing going, at this point, I think something was already rumbling inside me.
I got the laptop, put some porn, lingerie and lesbians, as usual, and poured some more drinks. He started watching porn, and I swear he was looking at me more than the screen, maybe my memories are a bit blurry... But boom, he was hard and I was not *****ing...
And then he asked again are you sure you are not gay?, because he could tell that I was also hard, he could see the little bump in m y skirt. Aaargh! I've said it's because I am watching porn! same as you, and I was also drunk.
Look why you don't touch my penis, and we will see.
I start touching that cock, at first a little, with two fingers, then I a grab the cock with my full hand and start rubbing it, I can't remember why and when decided to go on my knees, I guess it felt more comfortable position, or because I watched so much porn that felt natural. I kept moving my hand up and down, I guess I felt something more, and that's the moment he pushed my head into his penis, and all I wanted to do was to open my mouth.
I have to say I liked the flavour and the smell from the first time, I was there using my hands and my mouth trying to do what I've seen in other girls, and boy I was loving it!, so much that when he pushed me just before to cum I was feeling so much sexual pleasure.
And after this day something changed in me. Would be a lot of hell of questioning and less barriers of what I was feeling.
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