Portrait of a psycho ex girlfriend #1
Can I ask you something-In all 100% honesty? Can you tell the truth on this?
When you were buying this said Tennis Racket-On said "Monday" -(even though receipt says Sunday)--Right before or after (??) face booking me for over an hour (even though you said you were home all day that day) -Who were you thinking about playing with?
The concert tickets you posted on Facebook-you never told me about getting two. Who were you planning on going with?
If you honestly can say it was me-and that this is ALL-a huge Misunderstanding hahaha- and a bad coincidence-at least you can know you were faithful, and I'll admit to Bat Shit Crazy- even though-everything I've seen - you have to admit- any normal person could see- was not convincing in your favor.
I mean come on. Anyone would have wondered.
But if you in fact did NOT plan those things for us-There's your answer- there's your mistake-you were not faithful and you are at fault. You made a Promise to me. And you did not keep it.
Considering your past experiences with your exes-Its not hard to see why any one would worry about you. I collected advice from over TEN people yesterday telling the story from your point of view because I Really want to believe you. I defended you to my friends trying to question my self and see if i might be wrong.
Not a single person took your side.
(not even your best friend-Partly but not completely-You really fucked up).
Except-Not Surprisingly enough the one who roller skates everywhere.
And unlike all these other girls who want to sugar coat everything and suck up to you-I'm not like that. I will tell you you fucked up if you do because i care. That's the difference in between someone just trying to get what they want from you-And someone who is Honest, Loyal, Faithful and Cares about you as a Person first. That's also the difference in between a Girl and a Woman.
See I have friends too, that know me, and know me well and swear by me as a Good person.
All of the people I talked to-everyone of them told me that yesterday and every one said I Love You on the way off the phone. They might not live here-But they are still here.
The girls you have been seeing before me?
-Don't say the same about you.
(*but at the same time want you(?) how sick is that? Really? What the hell is that? It's gross!)
You may think they are your friends but if they are willing to try and ruin a relationship you are in-That's not a friend. That's a conflict of interest.
Maybe if you were honest and reconciled those things like you said you did none of this would have happened.
So if you tell me-Yes-I was planning these things for us (because you said you had things in store for us -romantic things you said you'd do for me to go along with everything else you promised) - I will live in peace knowing it really was all my fault and I messed things up. Boo hoo-Moving on I'd have to admit to it and sincerely apologize and leave it to you that this one time you were really honest when every other girl says you weren't. That you Really Cared.
But if you can't really say Yes to that-after promising me and telling me all the things you said to my face recently-and then going behind my back-Then if thats the truth-You need to know-That it is in fact your fault and you need to take responsibility- You were not upfront and truthful with me. That takes balls. Because after everything you've been saying to me and doing with me-You should not have let that happen. You should have known better.
You promised me you'd start showing me you appreciated me more - RECENTLY-that you cared about me and it wasn't just Sex. You promised me that. But if you were planning these things for yourself and someone else-not us-You already cheated on us in your heart Sweety-and that's a fact. Not to mention what you said to roller girl is Not really the way someone talks about someone he cares about. That in itself was hurtful. You acted one way to me like you cared and wanted us to be together and then talked to her like I was a joke to you. ((Seriously) if you have an explanation I want to hear it because if I am crazy I need to know.)
Either way-To my face you were one way, and to hers and who knows who else-You were an other way. That's not honest. That's not Loyal. That's you being a shitty ********** friend period. Acting like you care about someone to their face and then like you don't behind their back is about the lowest thing you can do.
Dishonesty hurts people. You're responsible for your own truth. No matter what you say to try to manipulate women - in to always taking your side and thus turning us against the other one-you are responsible for your own doing. The truth Always comes out. You've been known to lie to me before and to others. You said you havent talked to the Redhead before the show in Months before seeing me. That was a Lie. You said you weren't talking to the Witch anymore. That was a Lie. Not to mention the Lies you already told. The Tennis thing -(?????) "oh you're telling the truth this time?" hard pill to swallow.
Guys are notorious for dishonesty far worse than females. That's a fact.
That's because guys like to talk them selves into having their cake and eating it too. But what Men Realize is how that effects the Woman he Loves and he appreciates her enough to never risk that.
-Under the circumstances a normal person who cared about me truly would have been more careful. But I have to have pity on you bc You say you're trying. You swear up and down you are trying.
I trusted you when I was already hurt, and you hurt me more once and promised a thousand things. I asked you not to hurt me-You acted like you cared about me so I strung along.
Im sorry, But when I found the receipt and tennis stuff-it didn't seem you acted the way an honest man should.
An honest man would have seen it and seen Clearly why it is understandable I would get up set about it-After all that's happened-And take the time to reassure. You panicked as though you got caught-And just kicked me out.
That's how it felt.
If you have a better explanation of what happened-And are willing to be 100 & 10% upfront with me- I will listen.
I really think it's the least you can do considering you were able to keep in touch with your exes while you were with me.
~K*
When you were buying this said Tennis Racket-On said "Monday" -(even though receipt says Sunday)--Right before or after (??) face booking me for over an hour (even though you said you were home all day that day) -Who were you thinking about playing with?
The concert tickets you posted on Facebook-you never told me about getting two. Who were you planning on going with?
If you honestly can say it was me-and that this is ALL-a huge Misunderstanding hahaha- and a bad coincidence-at least you can know you were faithful, and I'll admit to Bat Shit Crazy- even though-everything I've seen - you have to admit- any normal person could see- was not convincing in your favor.
I mean come on. Anyone would have wondered.
But if you in fact did NOT plan those things for us-There's your answer- there's your mistake-you were not faithful and you are at fault. You made a Promise to me. And you did not keep it.
Considering your past experiences with your exes-Its not hard to see why any one would worry about you. I collected advice from over TEN people yesterday telling the story from your point of view because I Really want to believe you. I defended you to my friends trying to question my self and see if i might be wrong.
Not a single person took your side.
(not even your best friend-Partly but not completely-You really fucked up).
Except-Not Surprisingly enough the one who roller skates everywhere.
And unlike all these other girls who want to sugar coat everything and suck up to you-I'm not like that. I will tell you you fucked up if you do because i care. That's the difference in between someone just trying to get what they want from you-And someone who is Honest, Loyal, Faithful and Cares about you as a Person first. That's also the difference in between a Girl and a Woman.
See I have friends too, that know me, and know me well and swear by me as a Good person.
All of the people I talked to-everyone of them told me that yesterday and every one said I Love You on the way off the phone. They might not live here-But they are still here.
The girls you have been seeing before me?
-Don't say the same about you.
(*but at the same time want you(?) how sick is that? Really? What the hell is that? It's gross!)
You may think they are your friends but if they are willing to try and ruin a relationship you are in-That's not a friend. That's a conflict of interest.
Maybe if you were honest and reconciled those things like you said you did none of this would have happened.
So if you tell me-Yes-I was planning these things for us (because you said you had things in store for us -romantic things you said you'd do for me to go along with everything else you promised) - I will live in peace knowing it really was all my fault and I messed things up. Boo hoo-Moving on I'd have to admit to it and sincerely apologize and leave it to you that this one time you were really honest when every other girl says you weren't. That you Really Cared.
But if you can't really say Yes to that-after promising me and telling me all the things you said to my face recently-and then going behind my back-Then if thats the truth-You need to know-That it is in fact your fault and you need to take responsibility- You were not upfront and truthful with me. That takes balls. Because after everything you've been saying to me and doing with me-You should not have let that happen. You should have known better.
You promised me you'd start showing me you appreciated me more - RECENTLY-that you cared about me and it wasn't just Sex. You promised me that. But if you were planning these things for yourself and someone else-not us-You already cheated on us in your heart Sweety-and that's a fact. Not to mention what you said to roller girl is Not really the way someone talks about someone he cares about. That in itself was hurtful. You acted one way to me like you cared and wanted us to be together and then talked to her like I was a joke to you. ((Seriously) if you have an explanation I want to hear it because if I am crazy I need to know.)
Either way-To my face you were one way, and to hers and who knows who else-You were an other way. That's not honest. That's not Loyal. That's you being a shitty ********** friend period. Acting like you care about someone to their face and then like you don't behind their back is about the lowest thing you can do.
Dishonesty hurts people. You're responsible for your own truth. No matter what you say to try to manipulate women - in to always taking your side and thus turning us against the other one-you are responsible for your own doing. The truth Always comes out. You've been known to lie to me before and to others. You said you havent talked to the Redhead before the show in Months before seeing me. That was a Lie. You said you weren't talking to the Witch anymore. That was a Lie. Not to mention the Lies you already told. The Tennis thing -(?????) "oh you're telling the truth this time?" hard pill to swallow.
Guys are notorious for dishonesty far worse than females. That's a fact.
That's because guys like to talk them selves into having their cake and eating it too. But what Men Realize is how that effects the Woman he Loves and he appreciates her enough to never risk that.
-Under the circumstances a normal person who cared about me truly would have been more careful. But I have to have pity on you bc You say you're trying. You swear up and down you are trying.
I trusted you when I was already hurt, and you hurt me more once and promised a thousand things. I asked you not to hurt me-You acted like you cared about me so I strung along.
Im sorry, But when I found the receipt and tennis stuff-it didn't seem you acted the way an honest man should.
An honest man would have seen it and seen Clearly why it is understandable I would get up set about it-After all that's happened-And take the time to reassure. You panicked as though you got caught-And just kicked me out.
That's how it felt.
If you have a better explanation of what happened-And are willing to be 100 & 10% upfront with me- I will listen.
I really think it's the least you can do considering you were able to keep in touch with your exes while you were with me.
~K*
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