Covid Times - the good the bad and the sexy
These are tough times for a guy like me. Someone who loves to dress up in sexy slutty lingerie. Someone who loves exhibitionism, loves to walk around in panties, loves to be naked, loves to show off.
To begin, you should know that I love to wear women’s lingerie, as you can see from my profile pics. I am reluctant to call myself a true Crossdresser because I am just not good looking enough! No amount of make up or properly sized lingerie can cover up my hairy body. I do my best to keep the hair trim and wax my back BUT I will never be the smooth hairless sissy trap I wish I could be. Regardless, I love to dress up and show off and have fun! I love to do wild and kinky sexy things. The list of my accomplishments in the field of perversion is long and lovely, like my cock! Lol!
It has not been all bad news during this Covid lockdown. Believe it or not I have been able to lose a LOT of weight! Where I was once overweight, I am back down to skinny again. For your reference, in my Gallery the post titled “Fun at the Office” shows me near my peak weight. I maxed out a little higher than that even. NOW, I am back down to how I looked in my first gallery post called “New Pics”. (Well they were new when I posted them years ago, not so new now). So that is a good thing, I am back to a healthy weight and I look better in my lingerie. The weight loss also allows me to fit into some of my wife’s stuff. But I own sexier and sluttier stuff than her actually.
With the lockdown came a change in our household environment. I used to have a good deal of freedom. My company moved to the virtual office prior to Covid so I would spend my days at home wearing, at a minimum panties, but often an entire outfit with panties, bra, stockings and garter and a babydoll top or a body suit or fully crossed in a short skirt, top, wig, heels and make-up. I would spend hours on X-hamster and walking through my house feeling sexy all dressed and even stood at the windows and open doors or sit out in the backyard in a bikini or would take a quick walk outside in the hopes of being seen by a by passer. I would jerk off twice a day sometimes. I would change back to my manly persona before anyone came home. Those were fun times.
I also had a lot of freedom to travel as my job sometimes requires it. Those road trips were the best! Long drives wearing only lingerie giving truck drives a good look. Feeling of heels on the gas pedal. Nights with friends in hotel rooms, sucking and fucking and licking and eating. I particularly had a lot of fun at nude beaches. One in particular, Port Burwell in Southeast Ontario is a ton of fun. I would walk the length of the beach wearing a string bikini. Other beach goers would take a look and give me a thumbs up or more!
I even had a work trip planned to Florida in April where I would be on my own for a few days. I was making plans for all sorts of fun. Things like nude beaches, shopping for lingerie at JC Penny and Walmart where it was cheap because I could not keep it and bring it home. Trying to line up some friends to play with. The last time I had such an opportunity I went to a Trans Night party at a strip club and had a great time! Got to suck the sexiest she-cock ever and blew a load on her. Now I am getting hard again thinking about it. But the boarder closure cancelled that plan.
It all came to an end and there is no sign of when the good times might return. With home schooling continuing for the rest of this year, a summer with the k**s at home, no summer camps, and with my wife now working out to the house as well….well, I can do nothing. It has been a year and half since my last sexy encounter. In fact, my wife will not sleep with me, (what we do is not called fucking, she is too much of a prude, but I love her completely) if the k**s are around and they are ALWAYS around now, so I have no sex! It is all I can do now to have a quick, furtive jerkoff in the basement. I have only been able to slip on my panties on a handful of occasions and have had no fun at all in them. Well, some fun of course, they are still panties. Such are our times, I am sure all of you have similar trials.
One of the worst things for me, as a devoted secret crossdresser, is the fact I cannot remove my body hair! So here I am, skinny again for the first time in ages and more hairy than ever! As mentioned in the opening, I try to keep my body hair trimmed, but with everyone in the house I am uncomfortable doing this more than once every few months. The buzzers make a lot of noise I do not want to have to explain. I do get my back waxed but was overdue for a session prior to lock down. Over a year now of growing back hair I look like a hairy popsicle. Not attractive. Who wants to fuck a hairy sissy. I did a quick phot shoot of my panty collection to show off my weight loss, I may post the pics if you would like, but like I said, lots of hair and I cannot get rid of it!
(As an aside, I am still an anal virgin but am willing to give it up to the right person. Must be a total fem. I will need lots of lingerie in the mix. Or a genetic female with a strap on. I have practiced with toys, but again, not recently).
HOWEVER! It has not been all bad!
Just last week I had an incredible, ironic, coincidental, and sexy experience! Allow me to share.
Just like so many people in this city during Covid, we got the “Covid Puppy”. We rescued a small dog to give us something to do while everything in the world is closed. This has allowed me to go on long walks on the weekend. Wish I could slip into panties before the walks then do lots of bending over with a short t-shirt on to let people see what I am wearing under my shorts, but it is not possible as per the reasons outlined above. Still, I enjoy my walks.
So, on one of these long walks, I am on down on Queen East and randomly decide to turn down a side street as Queen was getting pretty busy for walking a rambunctious dog. Just past the first building, I see a bunch of garbage cans and sitting in the middle of them is a Home Depot carboard box. Nothing special about it, no reason why it should catch my attention, but it did. I took a second glance and just on the top I caught a glimpse of it. A bra strap. That was it, that was all I could see. But as all of you CD’s and trannies know, we are keenly aware and highly alert to such opportunities. I think my senses are heightened to be able to spot lingerie in the wild! Lol. I cannot tell you how many times I have found random panties on the street! For example, one time I was driving way up north, on the way to Timmins. Need to pee, so I stop the car on the side of the highway. These highways up north are completely empty most of the time, just logging trucks. I need to pee so I drop my pants because, well why not get some air on the pretty panties I had on at the time and start the golden flow. I am looking around at the beautiful scenery then glance down and BAM, black cotton thong just sitting there! I am not k**ding or making this up! An old crusty pair of panties that had probably been sitting there all winter had just been reviled by the spring thaw. And I found them. Completely randomly. And there have been plenty of others times I have found panties just lying around! Sometimes I think the world is full of panties in the wild but only those of us so predisposed to love them can find them. I call this phenomenon my Tranny sense! I bet some of you have it too. The ability to spot those sexy little articles of clothing that others miss.
Now back to the Home Depot box. Having piqued my interest, I decided to quickly explore further. I open the box and immediately the blood starts to pump and rush to both of my heads. It is jam packed full of LINGERIE, and other ladies clothes. I panicked, looked around, no one is there, the dog is pulling me, this is clearly in the garbage… I want to see it all, I want to wear it all! But what size are they, are they clean (not that that matters much to a dirty slut like me), how can I get it home, once home how do I get it to my hiding place? I quickly came to the realization I could not spend too much time here or take it home, but I had to take something. I quickly and as subtly as possible rifled the box. Then I saw it, grabbed it, shoved it in the small backpack I take on my walks and moved on as inconspicuously as possible. What was it? A red one-piece swimsuit!!! All I could think was, could it be like a Baywatch suit? Would it fit? I had to keep moving. My head was swimming. All I wanted to do was to put this suit on and walk a beach. Alas, as we know, this is not possible for me these days.
I was able to sneak it to my hiding spot using the backpack and have since tried it on! It is not quite as high cut on the legs as the ladies suits on Baywatch but I LOVE IT! It feels so good and fits tight. I love that is bright red and says Canada on it. I love these suits and often look a porn that features them. I think that actually swimming in this, in a public place, would be the ultimate turn on.
But the story is not over yet!
All the rest of the day and into the next, all I could think about was that box. In my rush I had seen sooo many other pieces I wanted. Lots of lace, and silk and straps and other things I need! The fact the bathing suit was size large, and still had a tag on it and the crotch liner in it made me think; What if this box was a haul from another sexy crossdresser’s purge? I needed to go back, but how? I have no freedom to do things now as we know. Then opportunity knocked. On Monday, my boss needed me to run an errand. UREKA! My opportunity. I got back there first thing Monday morning and BAM! The box was still there! It looked like it had been gone through by other people but was none the less still very full. I grabbed the box and threw it in the car. It was too big for the trunk by the way, so it went in the back seat. I took care of what I need to do that day but could not stop myself from constantly looking in the box. Eventually I needed to dig in. I found a quite parking lot and began the glorious task of unpacking the box. Dresses, shoes, tops, skirts, pants, pajamas, bras, merry widow tops, Victoria Secret lingerie, even one piece of PVC wear. And that is just what I can remember! No panties, everything was very clean. I did a quick sort. Kept the items that interested me the most and recycled those that did not. I kept most. In fact, I was so wound up I actually tried on a couple of dresses over my man clothes right in the parking lot, in the middle of the day, beside a busy road just to see if they fit! Some did.
After a while I was able to sneak them out of the car and into my house and I have since had a chance to try everything on. It was sooo much fun, but I had to rush. Unfortunately, the PVC skirt and bra were too small as were most of the very sexy very short summer dresses. They were too tight. There was one white dress that, when I saw it, it was the first time I thought I want to wear that not for sexy reasons but because I would feel like a woman in it. But I had to let it go. Ultimately I kept about 15% of the box and recycled the rest. But overall, I would say I doubled my inventory of fem clothing. I now have many many new clothes to wear around. Now I just need Covid to end so I can.
I need to thank the person who made this possible for me. If you are reading this thank you very much! Given the size of the clothes, mostly large, and size 10 ladies shoes, I envision you as a fellow Crossdresser or Transexual, super sexy with great taste living full time as a woman. I thank you for allowing me to be the beneficiary of your purge. In my fantasy we get together for a fashion show sometime and have some fun!
If I get the chance in the future, I will do a fashion show and post the pics. There are so many sexy new things I want to show off! Please stay tuned.
To begin, you should know that I love to wear women’s lingerie, as you can see from my profile pics. I am reluctant to call myself a true Crossdresser because I am just not good looking enough! No amount of make up or properly sized lingerie can cover up my hairy body. I do my best to keep the hair trim and wax my back BUT I will never be the smooth hairless sissy trap I wish I could be. Regardless, I love to dress up and show off and have fun! I love to do wild and kinky sexy things. The list of my accomplishments in the field of perversion is long and lovely, like my cock! Lol!
It has not been all bad news during this Covid lockdown. Believe it or not I have been able to lose a LOT of weight! Where I was once overweight, I am back down to skinny again. For your reference, in my Gallery the post titled “Fun at the Office” shows me near my peak weight. I maxed out a little higher than that even. NOW, I am back down to how I looked in my first gallery post called “New Pics”. (Well they were new when I posted them years ago, not so new now). So that is a good thing, I am back to a healthy weight and I look better in my lingerie. The weight loss also allows me to fit into some of my wife’s stuff. But I own sexier and sluttier stuff than her actually.
With the lockdown came a change in our household environment. I used to have a good deal of freedom. My company moved to the virtual office prior to Covid so I would spend my days at home wearing, at a minimum panties, but often an entire outfit with panties, bra, stockings and garter and a babydoll top or a body suit or fully crossed in a short skirt, top, wig, heels and make-up. I would spend hours on X-hamster and walking through my house feeling sexy all dressed and even stood at the windows and open doors or sit out in the backyard in a bikini or would take a quick walk outside in the hopes of being seen by a by passer. I would jerk off twice a day sometimes. I would change back to my manly persona before anyone came home. Those were fun times.
I also had a lot of freedom to travel as my job sometimes requires it. Those road trips were the best! Long drives wearing only lingerie giving truck drives a good look. Feeling of heels on the gas pedal. Nights with friends in hotel rooms, sucking and fucking and licking and eating. I particularly had a lot of fun at nude beaches. One in particular, Port Burwell in Southeast Ontario is a ton of fun. I would walk the length of the beach wearing a string bikini. Other beach goers would take a look and give me a thumbs up or more!
I even had a work trip planned to Florida in April where I would be on my own for a few days. I was making plans for all sorts of fun. Things like nude beaches, shopping for lingerie at JC Penny and Walmart where it was cheap because I could not keep it and bring it home. Trying to line up some friends to play with. The last time I had such an opportunity I went to a Trans Night party at a strip club and had a great time! Got to suck the sexiest she-cock ever and blew a load on her. Now I am getting hard again thinking about it. But the boarder closure cancelled that plan.
It all came to an end and there is no sign of when the good times might return. With home schooling continuing for the rest of this year, a summer with the k**s at home, no summer camps, and with my wife now working out to the house as well….well, I can do nothing. It has been a year and half since my last sexy encounter. In fact, my wife will not sleep with me, (what we do is not called fucking, she is too much of a prude, but I love her completely) if the k**s are around and they are ALWAYS around now, so I have no sex! It is all I can do now to have a quick, furtive jerkoff in the basement. I have only been able to slip on my panties on a handful of occasions and have had no fun at all in them. Well, some fun of course, they are still panties. Such are our times, I am sure all of you have similar trials.
One of the worst things for me, as a devoted secret crossdresser, is the fact I cannot remove my body hair! So here I am, skinny again for the first time in ages and more hairy than ever! As mentioned in the opening, I try to keep my body hair trimmed, but with everyone in the house I am uncomfortable doing this more than once every few months. The buzzers make a lot of noise I do not want to have to explain. I do get my back waxed but was overdue for a session prior to lock down. Over a year now of growing back hair I look like a hairy popsicle. Not attractive. Who wants to fuck a hairy sissy. I did a quick phot shoot of my panty collection to show off my weight loss, I may post the pics if you would like, but like I said, lots of hair and I cannot get rid of it!
(As an aside, I am still an anal virgin but am willing to give it up to the right person. Must be a total fem. I will need lots of lingerie in the mix. Or a genetic female with a strap on. I have practiced with toys, but again, not recently).
HOWEVER! It has not been all bad!
Just last week I had an incredible, ironic, coincidental, and sexy experience! Allow me to share.
Just like so many people in this city during Covid, we got the “Covid Puppy”. We rescued a small dog to give us something to do while everything in the world is closed. This has allowed me to go on long walks on the weekend. Wish I could slip into panties before the walks then do lots of bending over with a short t-shirt on to let people see what I am wearing under my shorts, but it is not possible as per the reasons outlined above. Still, I enjoy my walks.
So, on one of these long walks, I am on down on Queen East and randomly decide to turn down a side street as Queen was getting pretty busy for walking a rambunctious dog. Just past the first building, I see a bunch of garbage cans and sitting in the middle of them is a Home Depot carboard box. Nothing special about it, no reason why it should catch my attention, but it did. I took a second glance and just on the top I caught a glimpse of it. A bra strap. That was it, that was all I could see. But as all of you CD’s and trannies know, we are keenly aware and highly alert to such opportunities. I think my senses are heightened to be able to spot lingerie in the wild! Lol. I cannot tell you how many times I have found random panties on the street! For example, one time I was driving way up north, on the way to Timmins. Need to pee, so I stop the car on the side of the highway. These highways up north are completely empty most of the time, just logging trucks. I need to pee so I drop my pants because, well why not get some air on the pretty panties I had on at the time and start the golden flow. I am looking around at the beautiful scenery then glance down and BAM, black cotton thong just sitting there! I am not k**ding or making this up! An old crusty pair of panties that had probably been sitting there all winter had just been reviled by the spring thaw. And I found them. Completely randomly. And there have been plenty of others times I have found panties just lying around! Sometimes I think the world is full of panties in the wild but only those of us so predisposed to love them can find them. I call this phenomenon my Tranny sense! I bet some of you have it too. The ability to spot those sexy little articles of clothing that others miss.
Now back to the Home Depot box. Having piqued my interest, I decided to quickly explore further. I open the box and immediately the blood starts to pump and rush to both of my heads. It is jam packed full of LINGERIE, and other ladies clothes. I panicked, looked around, no one is there, the dog is pulling me, this is clearly in the garbage… I want to see it all, I want to wear it all! But what size are they, are they clean (not that that matters much to a dirty slut like me), how can I get it home, once home how do I get it to my hiding place? I quickly came to the realization I could not spend too much time here or take it home, but I had to take something. I quickly and as subtly as possible rifled the box. Then I saw it, grabbed it, shoved it in the small backpack I take on my walks and moved on as inconspicuously as possible. What was it? A red one-piece swimsuit!!! All I could think was, could it be like a Baywatch suit? Would it fit? I had to keep moving. My head was swimming. All I wanted to do was to put this suit on and walk a beach. Alas, as we know, this is not possible for me these days.
I was able to sneak it to my hiding spot using the backpack and have since tried it on! It is not quite as high cut on the legs as the ladies suits on Baywatch but I LOVE IT! It feels so good and fits tight. I love that is bright red and says Canada on it. I love these suits and often look a porn that features them. I think that actually swimming in this, in a public place, would be the ultimate turn on.
But the story is not over yet!
All the rest of the day and into the next, all I could think about was that box. In my rush I had seen sooo many other pieces I wanted. Lots of lace, and silk and straps and other things I need! The fact the bathing suit was size large, and still had a tag on it and the crotch liner in it made me think; What if this box was a haul from another sexy crossdresser’s purge? I needed to go back, but how? I have no freedom to do things now as we know. Then opportunity knocked. On Monday, my boss needed me to run an errand. UREKA! My opportunity. I got back there first thing Monday morning and BAM! The box was still there! It looked like it had been gone through by other people but was none the less still very full. I grabbed the box and threw it in the car. It was too big for the trunk by the way, so it went in the back seat. I took care of what I need to do that day but could not stop myself from constantly looking in the box. Eventually I needed to dig in. I found a quite parking lot and began the glorious task of unpacking the box. Dresses, shoes, tops, skirts, pants, pajamas, bras, merry widow tops, Victoria Secret lingerie, even one piece of PVC wear. And that is just what I can remember! No panties, everything was very clean. I did a quick sort. Kept the items that interested me the most and recycled those that did not. I kept most. In fact, I was so wound up I actually tried on a couple of dresses over my man clothes right in the parking lot, in the middle of the day, beside a busy road just to see if they fit! Some did.
After a while I was able to sneak them out of the car and into my house and I have since had a chance to try everything on. It was sooo much fun, but I had to rush. Unfortunately, the PVC skirt and bra were too small as were most of the very sexy very short summer dresses. They were too tight. There was one white dress that, when I saw it, it was the first time I thought I want to wear that not for sexy reasons but because I would feel like a woman in it. But I had to let it go. Ultimately I kept about 15% of the box and recycled the rest. But overall, I would say I doubled my inventory of fem clothing. I now have many many new clothes to wear around. Now I just need Covid to end so I can.
I need to thank the person who made this possible for me. If you are reading this thank you very much! Given the size of the clothes, mostly large, and size 10 ladies shoes, I envision you as a fellow Crossdresser or Transexual, super sexy with great taste living full time as a woman. I thank you for allowing me to be the beneficiary of your purge. In my fantasy we get together for a fashion show sometime and have some fun!
If I get the chance in the future, I will do a fashion show and post the pics. There are so many sexy new things I want to show off! Please stay tuned.
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