The Agony And The *******--How I and My Girlfriend
My first serious girlfriend was a nice Jewish girl. She was attentive, affectionate, loyal and considerate.....and VERY passionate! All of these traits were a double-edged sword, however. She expected that those traits be acknowledged, appreciated and reciprocated...or else! People said we made a good couple and--I would have to say on our own behalf--that, in truth, we were both of average looks.
During the course of the first few weeks of our relationship I had seen her tits (36 C with nice nibbleable and suckable nipples when they got hard) and had massaged her clit. Man! Could she get gooey quick! She had stroked my cock through my pants and eventually told me she HAD to see it. Her curiosity was driving her crazy.
Up until this point, I would "relieve the pressure", as it were from all of her stroking by jacking off on my own later on. We were sneaking away at my house or hers to get all hot and bothered, so blowing my load had to be done discreetly and somewhere where I wouldn't be interrupted or caught.
She unzipped my pants and took out my cock. Her eyes progressively widened as she removed the layer of my pants and saw my rod through my jockey shorts. I am a thick six with big purple mushroom head that swells right along with the rest of my cock. She saw it swelling and receding as my dick was straining to get even bigger, if it could. She gripped it firmly and the head got locked in its fully-swollen state and turned shiny once it reached full size. She took her time examining ever square millimeter of my rod.
OF COURSE, she had to see my balls next. She slipped off my denims and shorts and had a look. "Wow. Interesting", she said. My balls were squirming in their sack at this point. She commented that it was very interesting how my dark brown curly pubic hair transitioned into very pale, straight blonde hair on my balls. "Two-tone!", she said. That made me laugh! "I could feel your dick through your pants, so I had some idea of how big you were in that department. But your balls are a pleasant surprise." Naturally, I asked her what she meant by that. "Well, one will be big enough to fill my mouth and they are...mmmm...juggleable. Is that a word?? Ha ha ha! I'll bet they will feel good slapping against my clit, if you pump me from behind." The writer will now confide in the reader that my nuts were doing jumping jacks once she laid that thought on me!
She could see that I was really ready for anything at this point, but we didn't "do it". However, she DID have desire to put my cock in her mouth. She didn't ask. She just homed in on my dick and tried to get the head into her mouth. It was obvious to me that she had been thinking about doing it for some time. "Shit! I can barely get the head in my mouth!" She licked up and down on my shaft and found that she liked to flick her tongue on the slit in my head. "That shiny head feels good on my tongue and when I feel your slit on it I just want to flick it and dig into it." I concentrated on straining my cock muscles and sort of "edging" with my load. I knew that would feed her some pre-cum. I was very curious to see how she would like the taste. She never said, but the increased frequency of her digging her tongue into my cock slit told me everything I needed to know. I was in ecstasy knowing that she was swallowing my sperm into her body as I literally fed it to her with the muscles in my cock. I loved her very much and felt "one" with her.
"You need to cum, don't you baby?" I told her that if I didn't I would be in a lot of pain. That was the God's truth. She gripped my cock and gently but firmly pumped me with her hand. She alternated between watching my face and my ever-tightening balls. "Wow! They get bigger the more you get ready to cum!" She cupped my ball sack in her hand. "Jesus! They are so heavy and stiff!! Do they get big and heavy and tight when you jack off??" I told her they did, but that I suspected they were bigger, tighter and heavier than they had ever been because SHE was stroking me. "Faster baby! I am getting SO close!" My balls pulled up tight against the base of my cock and I felt the sperm in my balls and the semen in my prostate come together at the base of my cock. "The bottom of your dick is getting swollen! Wow! That was a word she liked to use a lot. She gently rubbed the base of my cock to feel the swelling. THAT was too much and I felt like my cock would explode. And it did. I had never cum so hard in my life up to that point and my girl's eyes widened again as my cock pulsated and violently jerked in her hand. "For God's sake, don't stop pumping me!! Keep going until I am absolutely finished cumming!! I will let you know when to stop!!"
What happened next I will never forget. I am sure she remembers it to this day. I was athletic in high school and always made sure to stay well-hydrated. Football in the Summer and Autumn and lots of basketball and baseball/softball during the Summer months. I almost blacked out, but wanted to see my baby and my cock performing for her. My edging and pre-cum feeding had built up a monstrous load and when it finally shot out it was something to behold. A semi-watery translucent spurt of cum shot right out the top of my cock so violently that my urethra felt like it was getting a friction burn. The base and shaft of my cock burned with the spasms of my spurts. "Feel the burn", right?? I never knew that the muscles in my cock could burn like my other muscles. The first spurt made my girlfriend's head snap back in surprise and ONCE again her eyes widened--big as saucers this time. With the second spurt her eyes turned upwards to see just how far up toward the ceiling I was shooting. "Keep going, baby!! For God's sake!! Keep going!! Keep jacking me, baby!! Her eyes darted up and down. She was torn as to what to watch; my head throbbing and shooting or the skyrockets of cum I was sending up toward the ceiling. Indeed, my bed was somewhat higher than what might be considered normal and I had a ceiling fan over it. A few bits of my load hit the blades of the fan. The spurts just made my girlfriend pump harder and faster as if to intensify my orgasm. Boy, did it! "YES, baby!! That's it!! That's it!! Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh my God!!" I swear I must have shot nine or ten spurts of cum out of my exploding dick! AMAZING!! A whole new world of ecstasy! Once the v******e had subsided I told her to slow down and milk my cock. Nice firm grip and slow stroking. What paradise! That's when my girlfriend's hand got a bit of cum on it. "Mmmm. It's nice!" Nice and warm, baby!", she said. When it was finally all over, I couldn't move. I felt like I had a ton of weight on my body. My cock would not stop spasming for some time. It was "stuck on stupid", you could say. Dry heaves! Lol!
My girlfriend couldn't help herself from examining my cum. "Hmmmm. Interesting stuff. She looked at it closely. Wow (again :)) ). "Look at the structure! Water, to cloudy syrup to these white streaks and little blobs!" My girlfriend was a science geek. Analytical, you know?? I love intelligence in a woman! Then she smelled it. "A slight, mmmmm, chlorine smell??" Hmmmm. A bit of almonds or something??" Wow." THEN she had to taste it, of course! She stuck the tip of her tongue in it and frowned a bit. "Doesn't taste as interesting as it looks and smells, babe." I laughed. "Well, it is an ACQUIRED taste for some people, I guess. And for some it never becomes good to the taste. It's OK, honey."
Anyway, after seeing my cock and balls perform, we decided that we were going to "do it" and she came to my apartment while everybody else was out (of course!) She had told me that the doctor had said that she had genitals that were actually under-developed for a girl of her age (and she WAS of age, by the way) and we were both concerned that we would have a hard time making love for the first time.
We kissed and I sucked on her delicious pink nipples. Then I went down on her. She had a lovely brown bush and peach slices for pussy lips. No labial flaps to speak of. I let her know that she had a beautiful pussy and that I would be sure to do a beautiful job eating her out. Beauty for beauty. Her musky smell was heavenly and her pussy hair felt lovely on my lips and nose. She laid flat on her back and I loved the profile of her breasts and hard nipples visible to me over her stomach as I wrapped my arms around her thighs and began to gently stroke her peach slices with my tongue. Her stomach rose and fell as her breathing got faster and her tits began to jiggle gently as the waves of pleasure began to course through her body. She was swallowing hard and I could see the underside of her jaw moving with her neck muscles as she did it. She ran her fingers through my hair and was gently moaning. Then I started to smell her cum.
Have you ever seen a pussy squirm? Her pussy lips were moving on their own like a ever-shifting shape. I don't know the proper way to describe it. It was like a shifting cloud of flesh. I have seen it at times since, but not like hers.
I had never tasted lady cum "straight from the tap" before. She had made a bunch for me (as I had hoped she would) and the gooey sweetness was almost making my cock pole-vault right up on top of her! Lol! Her moans and coaching as to what to do down there were also a massive turn-on. You know what a person's abdomen looks like when they are coughing? Well, her stomach muscles were doing that too as I was making her fill my mouth with her honey. At one point she actually sat up during her biggest orgasm and filled my mouth. I loved the thought of her cum being inside me. I hadn't even started to nurse on her clit yet. When I did that she started bucking her hips and her head was moving quickly from side to side and her back was arching along with her neck. "Oh oh oh uhhhhhhh!" Yes, baby! Yes!!! Oh Jesus! Iiiiiiii'm cummmmmmmminnnng! She panted and hitched like a wounded a****l as she shook all over and then she sat straight up grinding my face into her pussy. "Oooooooh! Huh-huh-huh. Unhh! Huh-huh-huh! As she sat up, every inch of her body was quaking violently. I tried desperately to hold my breath and get her over to the other side of the mountain she had just climbed to orgasm. That's when she shot a load of honey in my mouth. I never knew a girl could do that. Cum like a guy (sort of) out of their pussy. She didn't squirt. It was a vaginal orgasm. I sucked and sucked on her vaginal opening trying to make her feel me sucking her insides out. There was evidence that she could. She told me so! She said she could feel her cervix moving in and out while I was sucking on her hole.
"Baby! I want you inside me!"! Out came the Trojan. "I had better ride you, I want to control how you enter me. Your head is so big, I am going to have to go very slow. When you bust my cherry, I don't want you to warn me ahead of time. Just do it, k?" We had discussed this before and I assured her I remembered and would comply with her request.
She SLOWLY rubbed my condomed cock between her VERY slippery pussy lips. Even with the condom, I could feel the intense heat of her cum and the moist slickness. Hard to explain, but there it is. Then I felt her lips fully part and the crown of my head gently pressing against her opening. Her head came up and she stared at the ceiling trying to enjoy the gentle bumping of my cock head on her hole. Micro millimeter by micro millimeter she slowly rode my head al little bit deeper every few bumps or so. The entry was ALMOST imperceptible. But my cock head slowly began to get warmer and warmer as her opening SLOOOOOWLY yielded to my head. In retrospect, I wish i hadn't worn the condom. Had my shiny head been riding on her slick, gooey cum, we both would have had an easier time of it. She was in the driver's seat in all of this. I didn't move a muscle. She was having real trouble. The lube on the Trojan didn't help really and as frustration and discomfort set in she started to dry up. Once my head was all the way inside her, her legs were trembling and she hovered there feeling my head at the entrance of her hymen. I thought to myself, "We've gotten this far and she wants me to take her virginity. Hmmmm. Better do it now instead of later. I don't want us dreading the next time we do this." I grabbed her thighs. Wrapping my arms around them and thrusted up into her. She cried out and her head snapped back towards the ceiling. Her mouth was open and she was in a silent scream. Then she inhaled and started to weep as her head came down to look at me. A look of surprise, dismay, fear and pain washed across her face. I threw my arms around her and quickly pulled her flat to my chest. She was wracked with sobs. I knew I had to finish the job. Her crying was freaking me out, but I was still hard. I moved my hips firmly and kept her flat to me. She was INCREDIBLY tight. I have never felt anything so tight since. But, it was an unwilling pussy that I was pumping. It took me, but there was no pleasurable reaction. I pumped and pumped trying to obliterate her hymen and get past all of the trauma. "Oh! Stop! Stop! Please stop!!, she said. "I am finishing the job, baby. I love you, honey. Just a few more thrusts......She stayed there. She gave herself to me in total trust, but agony at the same time. Sobbing the whole time. Once I believed I had totally destroyed her hymen, I started getting soft. I can't stand to see a woman cry. Especially if I am the cause of it. Context does not apply.
I told her to sit up. Apparently I wasn't soft enough. She grabbed at her lower abdomen as I felt myself once again bump up against her cervix. "Get off, babe! Get off!", I said. She hopped right off and flew to my side and cried some more. All I could do was hold her tight, kiss her hair and tell her how much I loved her. I rocked her there and hugged her tight trying to ride both of us through this traumatic episode. I stole looks at my condomed cock and saw the blood of her destroyed hymen all over it. "Oh my God. What have I done?", I thought. Slowly, she started to calm down. The breathing relaxed and she started to sniffle. "Oh babe. I am so sorry this was so rough.", she said. "I was hoping it would be easier." "You and me both", I said. "But it's OK, honey. The worst is over. We will never have to go through this again. I wanted to make sure of that. That's why I kept pumping. To finish taking you." She looked up at me. "Thanks...I think." Then the light came on in her eyes and she started to laugh. I got real misty at that point. I tried not to show it, but there was no hiding. Then she kissed me. "I wouldn't have wanted to do this with anybody else, baby. I know you love me and would never hurt me to just hurt me. Neither one of us knew this would be so hard. We're both first-timers." MAN! Was I relieved! She saw that, too. "Oh baby! It's OK. It's OK!" Now I was the one that needed hugs and kisses because I felt relief, regret at have hurt her and GREAT gratitude for having such a wonderful woman in my life. I was spent, to say the least.
You know, you ladies have an amazing capacity to rebound from physical trauma like that when it is in a loving, caring context. Like the aftermath of delivering a baby. Once my girl had recovered (I was still trying to figure out how the Hell to do that) she rolled over and got out of bed. "Gumby legs". "Woooh!" She steadied herself. "I want to see my pussy now." I gave her room to get back on the bed and she laid on her back and opened her legs. Out came the mirror. She spread her peach slices open and there, mixed in with what was left of her cum, there were two thread-thin streams of blood flowing from her pussy opening; snaking there way to the bottom of her pussy lips and onto the sheets. Most of her blood was on my condom and the edges of her pussy lips. I made it a point of getting my condom off as fast as I could to keep her from seeing it for any length of time. We showered and went out to eat and try to relax some more.
This story is 100% true. 0% BS quotient. I owe that to all you.
I will tell you about the AMAZING sexual experiences that we had later in another message. It just got better and better from there on out.
During the course of the first few weeks of our relationship I had seen her tits (36 C with nice nibbleable and suckable nipples when they got hard) and had massaged her clit. Man! Could she get gooey quick! She had stroked my cock through my pants and eventually told me she HAD to see it. Her curiosity was driving her crazy.
Up until this point, I would "relieve the pressure", as it were from all of her stroking by jacking off on my own later on. We were sneaking away at my house or hers to get all hot and bothered, so blowing my load had to be done discreetly and somewhere where I wouldn't be interrupted or caught.
She unzipped my pants and took out my cock. Her eyes progressively widened as she removed the layer of my pants and saw my rod through my jockey shorts. I am a thick six with big purple mushroom head that swells right along with the rest of my cock. She saw it swelling and receding as my dick was straining to get even bigger, if it could. She gripped it firmly and the head got locked in its fully-swollen state and turned shiny once it reached full size. She took her time examining ever square millimeter of my rod.
OF COURSE, she had to see my balls next. She slipped off my denims and shorts and had a look. "Wow. Interesting", she said. My balls were squirming in their sack at this point. She commented that it was very interesting how my dark brown curly pubic hair transitioned into very pale, straight blonde hair on my balls. "Two-tone!", she said. That made me laugh! "I could feel your dick through your pants, so I had some idea of how big you were in that department. But your balls are a pleasant surprise." Naturally, I asked her what she meant by that. "Well, one will be big enough to fill my mouth and they are...mmmm...juggleable. Is that a word?? Ha ha ha! I'll bet they will feel good slapping against my clit, if you pump me from behind." The writer will now confide in the reader that my nuts were doing jumping jacks once she laid that thought on me!
She could see that I was really ready for anything at this point, but we didn't "do it". However, she DID have desire to put my cock in her mouth. She didn't ask. She just homed in on my dick and tried to get the head into her mouth. It was obvious to me that she had been thinking about doing it for some time. "Shit! I can barely get the head in my mouth!" She licked up and down on my shaft and found that she liked to flick her tongue on the slit in my head. "That shiny head feels good on my tongue and when I feel your slit on it I just want to flick it and dig into it." I concentrated on straining my cock muscles and sort of "edging" with my load. I knew that would feed her some pre-cum. I was very curious to see how she would like the taste. She never said, but the increased frequency of her digging her tongue into my cock slit told me everything I needed to know. I was in ecstasy knowing that she was swallowing my sperm into her body as I literally fed it to her with the muscles in my cock. I loved her very much and felt "one" with her.
"You need to cum, don't you baby?" I told her that if I didn't I would be in a lot of pain. That was the God's truth. She gripped my cock and gently but firmly pumped me with her hand. She alternated between watching my face and my ever-tightening balls. "Wow! They get bigger the more you get ready to cum!" She cupped my ball sack in her hand. "Jesus! They are so heavy and stiff!! Do they get big and heavy and tight when you jack off??" I told her they did, but that I suspected they were bigger, tighter and heavier than they had ever been because SHE was stroking me. "Faster baby! I am getting SO close!" My balls pulled up tight against the base of my cock and I felt the sperm in my balls and the semen in my prostate come together at the base of my cock. "The bottom of your dick is getting swollen! Wow! That was a word she liked to use a lot. She gently rubbed the base of my cock to feel the swelling. THAT was too much and I felt like my cock would explode. And it did. I had never cum so hard in my life up to that point and my girl's eyes widened again as my cock pulsated and violently jerked in her hand. "For God's sake, don't stop pumping me!! Keep going until I am absolutely finished cumming!! I will let you know when to stop!!"
What happened next I will never forget. I am sure she remembers it to this day. I was athletic in high school and always made sure to stay well-hydrated. Football in the Summer and Autumn and lots of basketball and baseball/softball during the Summer months. I almost blacked out, but wanted to see my baby and my cock performing for her. My edging and pre-cum feeding had built up a monstrous load and when it finally shot out it was something to behold. A semi-watery translucent spurt of cum shot right out the top of my cock so violently that my urethra felt like it was getting a friction burn. The base and shaft of my cock burned with the spasms of my spurts. "Feel the burn", right?? I never knew that the muscles in my cock could burn like my other muscles. The first spurt made my girlfriend's head snap back in surprise and ONCE again her eyes widened--big as saucers this time. With the second spurt her eyes turned upwards to see just how far up toward the ceiling I was shooting. "Keep going, baby!! For God's sake!! Keep going!! Keep jacking me, baby!! Her eyes darted up and down. She was torn as to what to watch; my head throbbing and shooting or the skyrockets of cum I was sending up toward the ceiling. Indeed, my bed was somewhat higher than what might be considered normal and I had a ceiling fan over it. A few bits of my load hit the blades of the fan. The spurts just made my girlfriend pump harder and faster as if to intensify my orgasm. Boy, did it! "YES, baby!! That's it!! That's it!! Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh my God!!" I swear I must have shot nine or ten spurts of cum out of my exploding dick! AMAZING!! A whole new world of ecstasy! Once the v******e had subsided I told her to slow down and milk my cock. Nice firm grip and slow stroking. What paradise! That's when my girlfriend's hand got a bit of cum on it. "Mmmm. It's nice!" Nice and warm, baby!", she said. When it was finally all over, I couldn't move. I felt like I had a ton of weight on my body. My cock would not stop spasming for some time. It was "stuck on stupid", you could say. Dry heaves! Lol!
My girlfriend couldn't help herself from examining my cum. "Hmmmm. Interesting stuff. She looked at it closely. Wow (again :)) ). "Look at the structure! Water, to cloudy syrup to these white streaks and little blobs!" My girlfriend was a science geek. Analytical, you know?? I love intelligence in a woman! Then she smelled it. "A slight, mmmmm, chlorine smell??" Hmmmm. A bit of almonds or something??" Wow." THEN she had to taste it, of course! She stuck the tip of her tongue in it and frowned a bit. "Doesn't taste as interesting as it looks and smells, babe." I laughed. "Well, it is an ACQUIRED taste for some people, I guess. And for some it never becomes good to the taste. It's OK, honey."
Anyway, after seeing my cock and balls perform, we decided that we were going to "do it" and she came to my apartment while everybody else was out (of course!) She had told me that the doctor had said that she had genitals that were actually under-developed for a girl of her age (and she WAS of age, by the way) and we were both concerned that we would have a hard time making love for the first time.
We kissed and I sucked on her delicious pink nipples. Then I went down on her. She had a lovely brown bush and peach slices for pussy lips. No labial flaps to speak of. I let her know that she had a beautiful pussy and that I would be sure to do a beautiful job eating her out. Beauty for beauty. Her musky smell was heavenly and her pussy hair felt lovely on my lips and nose. She laid flat on her back and I loved the profile of her breasts and hard nipples visible to me over her stomach as I wrapped my arms around her thighs and began to gently stroke her peach slices with my tongue. Her stomach rose and fell as her breathing got faster and her tits began to jiggle gently as the waves of pleasure began to course through her body. She was swallowing hard and I could see the underside of her jaw moving with her neck muscles as she did it. She ran her fingers through my hair and was gently moaning. Then I started to smell her cum.
Have you ever seen a pussy squirm? Her pussy lips were moving on their own like a ever-shifting shape. I don't know the proper way to describe it. It was like a shifting cloud of flesh. I have seen it at times since, but not like hers.
I had never tasted lady cum "straight from the tap" before. She had made a bunch for me (as I had hoped she would) and the gooey sweetness was almost making my cock pole-vault right up on top of her! Lol! Her moans and coaching as to what to do down there were also a massive turn-on. You know what a person's abdomen looks like when they are coughing? Well, her stomach muscles were doing that too as I was making her fill my mouth with her honey. At one point she actually sat up during her biggest orgasm and filled my mouth. I loved the thought of her cum being inside me. I hadn't even started to nurse on her clit yet. When I did that she started bucking her hips and her head was moving quickly from side to side and her back was arching along with her neck. "Oh oh oh uhhhhhhh!" Yes, baby! Yes!!! Oh Jesus! Iiiiiiii'm cummmmmmmminnnng! She panted and hitched like a wounded a****l as she shook all over and then she sat straight up grinding my face into her pussy. "Oooooooh! Huh-huh-huh. Unhh! Huh-huh-huh! As she sat up, every inch of her body was quaking violently. I tried desperately to hold my breath and get her over to the other side of the mountain she had just climbed to orgasm. That's when she shot a load of honey in my mouth. I never knew a girl could do that. Cum like a guy (sort of) out of their pussy. She didn't squirt. It was a vaginal orgasm. I sucked and sucked on her vaginal opening trying to make her feel me sucking her insides out. There was evidence that she could. She told me so! She said she could feel her cervix moving in and out while I was sucking on her hole.
"Baby! I want you inside me!"! Out came the Trojan. "I had better ride you, I want to control how you enter me. Your head is so big, I am going to have to go very slow. When you bust my cherry, I don't want you to warn me ahead of time. Just do it, k?" We had discussed this before and I assured her I remembered and would comply with her request.
She SLOWLY rubbed my condomed cock between her VERY slippery pussy lips. Even with the condom, I could feel the intense heat of her cum and the moist slickness. Hard to explain, but there it is. Then I felt her lips fully part and the crown of my head gently pressing against her opening. Her head came up and she stared at the ceiling trying to enjoy the gentle bumping of my cock head on her hole. Micro millimeter by micro millimeter she slowly rode my head al little bit deeper every few bumps or so. The entry was ALMOST imperceptible. But my cock head slowly began to get warmer and warmer as her opening SLOOOOOWLY yielded to my head. In retrospect, I wish i hadn't worn the condom. Had my shiny head been riding on her slick, gooey cum, we both would have had an easier time of it. She was in the driver's seat in all of this. I didn't move a muscle. She was having real trouble. The lube on the Trojan didn't help really and as frustration and discomfort set in she started to dry up. Once my head was all the way inside her, her legs were trembling and she hovered there feeling my head at the entrance of her hymen. I thought to myself, "We've gotten this far and she wants me to take her virginity. Hmmmm. Better do it now instead of later. I don't want us dreading the next time we do this." I grabbed her thighs. Wrapping my arms around them and thrusted up into her. She cried out and her head snapped back towards the ceiling. Her mouth was open and she was in a silent scream. Then she inhaled and started to weep as her head came down to look at me. A look of surprise, dismay, fear and pain washed across her face. I threw my arms around her and quickly pulled her flat to my chest. She was wracked with sobs. I knew I had to finish the job. Her crying was freaking me out, but I was still hard. I moved my hips firmly and kept her flat to me. She was INCREDIBLY tight. I have never felt anything so tight since. But, it was an unwilling pussy that I was pumping. It took me, but there was no pleasurable reaction. I pumped and pumped trying to obliterate her hymen and get past all of the trauma. "Oh! Stop! Stop! Please stop!!, she said. "I am finishing the job, baby. I love you, honey. Just a few more thrusts......She stayed there. She gave herself to me in total trust, but agony at the same time. Sobbing the whole time. Once I believed I had totally destroyed her hymen, I started getting soft. I can't stand to see a woman cry. Especially if I am the cause of it. Context does not apply.
I told her to sit up. Apparently I wasn't soft enough. She grabbed at her lower abdomen as I felt myself once again bump up against her cervix. "Get off, babe! Get off!", I said. She hopped right off and flew to my side and cried some more. All I could do was hold her tight, kiss her hair and tell her how much I loved her. I rocked her there and hugged her tight trying to ride both of us through this traumatic episode. I stole looks at my condomed cock and saw the blood of her destroyed hymen all over it. "Oh my God. What have I done?", I thought. Slowly, she started to calm down. The breathing relaxed and she started to sniffle. "Oh babe. I am so sorry this was so rough.", she said. "I was hoping it would be easier." "You and me both", I said. "But it's OK, honey. The worst is over. We will never have to go through this again. I wanted to make sure of that. That's why I kept pumping. To finish taking you." She looked up at me. "Thanks...I think." Then the light came on in her eyes and she started to laugh. I got real misty at that point. I tried not to show it, but there was no hiding. Then she kissed me. "I wouldn't have wanted to do this with anybody else, baby. I know you love me and would never hurt me to just hurt me. Neither one of us knew this would be so hard. We're both first-timers." MAN! Was I relieved! She saw that, too. "Oh baby! It's OK. It's OK!" Now I was the one that needed hugs and kisses because I felt relief, regret at have hurt her and GREAT gratitude for having such a wonderful woman in my life. I was spent, to say the least.
You know, you ladies have an amazing capacity to rebound from physical trauma like that when it is in a loving, caring context. Like the aftermath of delivering a baby. Once my girl had recovered (I was still trying to figure out how the Hell to do that) she rolled over and got out of bed. "Gumby legs". "Woooh!" She steadied herself. "I want to see my pussy now." I gave her room to get back on the bed and she laid on her back and opened her legs. Out came the mirror. She spread her peach slices open and there, mixed in with what was left of her cum, there were two thread-thin streams of blood flowing from her pussy opening; snaking there way to the bottom of her pussy lips and onto the sheets. Most of her blood was on my condom and the edges of her pussy lips. I made it a point of getting my condom off as fast as I could to keep her from seeing it for any length of time. We showered and went out to eat and try to relax some more.
This story is 100% true. 0% BS quotient. I owe that to all you.
I will tell you about the AMAZING sexual experiences that we had later in another message. It just got better and better from there on out.
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