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I don't have much of a following here, so I'm encouraged to continue posting these 'confessions', even though they maybe don't show a lot of character on my part. I confess, at my age, I don't care. I may be a fool for thinking I matter to these high-schoolers. If so, that's on me. I'm sort-of getting my rocks off, and that's all I need right now.

I'm beginning to come to terms with the things I did I should say, with the things I 'let' them do to me. I saw Laura and Lexie today. She told me to meet them at one of the malls. I figured nothing would happen like that in a public place, but I may have underestimated those girls! They were standing at the main entrance, right outside the food court. Both had tiny black shorts on; Lexie had on an open-sleeve shirt that enabled you to see lots of side-boob. She's not huge, but her tits are big for her tall, slim frame. Laura wore a white tank top that highlighted her little peaks beautifully. There were two boys with them, which made me a little nervous. They were nice, though...and respectful to me (though they probably had heard about my pegging by the girls.) Both girls gave me soft, longer-than-normal kisses, which was nice. I even got a brief tonguing from Lexie!

So... what was I there for? Laura was her usual mysterious self, having me walk around with the four of them for a while, then telling me she wanted to go to one of the boy's cars - which was a big black Escalade with tinted windows. We piled in; myself and one of the boys and Laura in the back, Lexie and the car owner up front. I was starting to get nervous. What was she up to? She started making out with me while the boy just watched; when she started fooling with my zipper I leaned back, unsure of whether I should help or not. I was embarrassed, thinking the boys might be as big as, or bigger than, me - and maybe she wanted to humiliate me in front of them. When I looked at Lexie, she grinned at me and told me to go ahead and grab Laura's head; that she needed me to show me I could be dominant. So as she bent over to take my cock in her mouth, I started to fuck Laura's mouth. I heard one of the boys go, "That's hot!" She gagged once, and it emboldened me. I pressed down harder and she retched. When I let her head go she raised up and drool was hanging off her lips. The boy reached for her, and she swiveled around me to his side, then went back to sucking me. The boy yanked down on her shorts and thong, got behind her and started fucking her, as I was getting head. It was hot, but I was pissed because I still haven't gotten to fuck Laura - and I let her and her friends fuck me!

I fucked her face pretty brutally - she almost threw up once - but I wasn't particularly worried about it. I climaxed and made her take it all (except for what she coughed out the sides of her mouth.) The boy fucked her for another 5 minutes at least before cumming all over her back. When he finished he leaned over to high-five me and said, "That was awesome!" Well, it was for him, I guess. Laura, for her part, teased me about being so rough with her, but then she admitted she liked that. I told her I wanted to fuck her next time and she said, "Oh, for sure. You know I want it." I'm still not so sure she does want it, but this was the closest I've gotten to that. We had to wait for Lexie and her 'friend' to finish fucking in the front seat, which was awkward for me. Laura leaned forward and urged them both on; she was straddling his lap, so they carried on a conversation while she bounced up and down on him. The other boy soon joined in the conversation, so they were all 4 talking away. He finally finished in her, loudly, as I sat in the back and felt happy that Laura didn't seem to want to peg me.

We all split up. The boys went their separate ways in their own cars, and Lexie and Laura left in hers. I sat in my car for a few minutes, thinking, Well, everyone got fucked but me! So why was I there? The more time I spend with these girls, the less I understand their motives! But at least they still seem to want to include me, which I guess is encouraging. I'm going to fuck that girl yet!