Message to BoardBlonde101010
Hey there, guys, not much going on here...actually, check that, there's a LOT going on here and my time on here has been cut down a good deal. I DO have free time but at least for the short term, there's really not much OF it so in the limited time I have today, I'll address this issue. The issue is my very quick friendship with BoardBlonde101010 from Boston.....she had recently accepted my friend invite sometime last week, I believe it was Wednesday or so...obviously thrilled because she's someone I wasn't looking for IRL meetings at all, it was just a simple friendship on here and nothing more than that.
The friendship started out well enough I thought and when I replied back to her Wednesday or Thursday night, I accidentally went on and on and didn't intend to do so and I surely wasn't questioning anything of hers either, if anything, I was rather intrigued by what she told me. Whenever someone tells me something, they tell me that with the confidence that I won't blab it and I never would have done that here, if you want gossips, look elsewhere because I'm not one of those, sorry. What I did while at the time I thought was innocent enough, honestly when I look back on it and what I said? Well, nothing was nasty or threatening, not in the least...again, if you want that type of behavior, I can assure you I am NOT your guy there, so keep looking. Whatever she told me has been kept in the strictest confidentiality, I've never gossiped what she told me to anyone and never will. I wish I could take back my initial reply to her but I know I can't and she subsequently blocked me and honestly, I know why she did too. I kept going on and on and said some stuff I should have kept to myself. Honestly, I don't blame her for having did what she did but I wish she could have just given me a little bit more time to actually block me than she did.
It's not the biggest thing to me but the fact that it happened not even one day after she added me on and told me what little bit she did, but I am truly sorry I went on and on there, I swear if I were an Indian, they would have named me Chief Rambling Mouth because I never know when to quit. It's not intentional that I did that but I am sorry for it because I'm normally not like that at all. Some will say 'yeah, you got blocked on a porn site, it's not the biggest thing' and I would agree that it's not but I should have stick to a simple process I learned in grade school in Jersey from one of my teachers and that's 'The KISS Theory' and what that simply means is this....KISS stands for one thing and one thing only...Keep It Simple Stupid.....and that's pretty much all I had to do, NO reason at all why I went no and on like Chief Rambling Mouth, none at all and to BoardBlonde101010, I am truly sorry for it and I know it doesn't seem likely but I would ask for one more chance and you would allow me to come back somehow. I know the chances of that are simply not good but I would like a chance to truly prove myself on here to her at all. I never wanted to steal her from her hubby, I want my own woman, not someone else's...Swinging is something I definitely want to do at some point but with all the working I'm doing and the fact I don't have a significant other just yet? Well, that's not something that happens now either...at least not for the short term when the long term, it's far more likely that THAT happens too!
In closing, BoardBlonde101010, again, I know this probably won't help me at all and help you unblock me but I just wanted to say that I truly regret how I went on and on that first night because it was stuff I shouldn't have written and it would have been better off unsaid and I'm sure you would agree! What you told me was pretty hot, I will admit that too but I will neve discuss what you talked to me briefly about. Again, I know this more than likely won't help me get unblocked by her at all but whenever it happens like this did, I have to think if I did something to warrant it and when it comes to her and what I said? Yep, I squarely put the blame on me for it because had I not said what I said Wednesday night, we'd still be friend on here. It's not a real life friendship, never wanted that but I DO value the ones I DO make on here, as insignificant as it may seem, I definitely do but if you are BoardBlonde101010 or are a friend of hers that also happens to be friends with me, I'd like to see that you pass this note along to her and let her see it. It may not help in the long run but in the brief time I was friends with her, it was pretty awesome I will admit and I'd simply like to try and have one more chance to be a friend of hers one more time, I WON"T need a third chance, trust me on this......if you are either BoardBlonde101010 or know her on here and are friends with her as you are with me too? I'd like for you to pass this note onto her and let her read it and see that I don't blame her for the block, I blame myself, sometimes, I just don't know when to shut the bleep up but I'm committed to making things right and keep crap like what got me blocked by her OFF here anymore and stick to the KISS theory instead and just Keep It Simple Stupid from here on out.....
Since she obviously blocked me she won't be able to read this obviously but as I said before, if you're friends with her AND me at the same time, I would appreciate it if you could pass this along to her and let her read it because I am truly happened last Wednesday night, not even a day after she added me as a friend. I think she looks fantastic, I think what she told me was incredibly hot and I do think her hubby was a tad bit foolish for not going along with what she wanted to do with another woman. I don't mention names of people like that so that too, is confidential but BoardBlonde101010, please at least be open somewhat to give me one more chance to prove myself on here, ok? Whatever you tell me from here on out will remain in the strictest confidence and would NOT be gossiped on here like I did what I did to get me blocked by her.
I don't fault her one bit for her doing what she did, the blame is squarely on me here, I have to step up and own it and I'm doing that here, I'm big enough to do that. If I don't fuck up intentionally and get myself blocked by someone, that's one thing but she blocked me because of something I did and I am truly sorry for it, BoardBlonde101010, ok? To close out here as I've said multiple times in this note, if you're friends with her AND me, she won't see this note because she blocked me but if you could pass it along and ask her to at least read it, I'd appreciate it, ok? I know it's 'only a porn site' but still, I take ALL of friendships I gain either online or personally, seriously. To BoardBlonde101010, I made a huge mistake with you that resulted in you blocking me and it was my own fault and certainly not yours, I own it totally...I would just hope that you would at least be open to unblocking me, it's all I ask from you, ok? If you don't, you don't and I have to live with that and own it, no prob but I would at least like you to at least consider giving me one last chance because I won't need a third...never have in the past and I'm not about to start now either.
Thanks much, Eddie
PS-Some say I'm an idiot for writing this but others would also say that it shows that I saw that I made a mistake that was entirely preventable on my end and instead of following the KISS Theory, I rambled on and on needlessly and she blocked me for it and I can't say as I blame her either, but I would like to hope she'd give me just one more chance to prove myself on here, ok? BoardBlonde101010, I leave this up to you and hope that you'll at least consider bringing me back as a friend on here and in the slight chance that you do, I promise to follow the KISS theory from here on out. If it doesn't need to be said to you? I simply won't, ok? You'll definitely get a new and improved and far less verbal me too! I'll just keep shit like I told her that got be blocked to myself, it never gets posted on here anymore....
The friendship started out well enough I thought and when I replied back to her Wednesday or Thursday night, I accidentally went on and on and didn't intend to do so and I surely wasn't questioning anything of hers either, if anything, I was rather intrigued by what she told me. Whenever someone tells me something, they tell me that with the confidence that I won't blab it and I never would have done that here, if you want gossips, look elsewhere because I'm not one of those, sorry. What I did while at the time I thought was innocent enough, honestly when I look back on it and what I said? Well, nothing was nasty or threatening, not in the least...again, if you want that type of behavior, I can assure you I am NOT your guy there, so keep looking. Whatever she told me has been kept in the strictest confidentiality, I've never gossiped what she told me to anyone and never will. I wish I could take back my initial reply to her but I know I can't and she subsequently blocked me and honestly, I know why she did too. I kept going on and on and said some stuff I should have kept to myself. Honestly, I don't blame her for having did what she did but I wish she could have just given me a little bit more time to actually block me than she did.
It's not the biggest thing to me but the fact that it happened not even one day after she added me on and told me what little bit she did, but I am truly sorry I went on and on there, I swear if I were an Indian, they would have named me Chief Rambling Mouth because I never know when to quit. It's not intentional that I did that but I am sorry for it because I'm normally not like that at all. Some will say 'yeah, you got blocked on a porn site, it's not the biggest thing' and I would agree that it's not but I should have stick to a simple process I learned in grade school in Jersey from one of my teachers and that's 'The KISS Theory' and what that simply means is this....KISS stands for one thing and one thing only...Keep It Simple Stupid.....and that's pretty much all I had to do, NO reason at all why I went no and on like Chief Rambling Mouth, none at all and to BoardBlonde101010, I am truly sorry for it and I know it doesn't seem likely but I would ask for one more chance and you would allow me to come back somehow. I know the chances of that are simply not good but I would like a chance to truly prove myself on here to her at all. I never wanted to steal her from her hubby, I want my own woman, not someone else's...Swinging is something I definitely want to do at some point but with all the working I'm doing and the fact I don't have a significant other just yet? Well, that's not something that happens now either...at least not for the short term when the long term, it's far more likely that THAT happens too!
In closing, BoardBlonde101010, again, I know this probably won't help me at all and help you unblock me but I just wanted to say that I truly regret how I went on and on that first night because it was stuff I shouldn't have written and it would have been better off unsaid and I'm sure you would agree! What you told me was pretty hot, I will admit that too but I will neve discuss what you talked to me briefly about. Again, I know this more than likely won't help me get unblocked by her at all but whenever it happens like this did, I have to think if I did something to warrant it and when it comes to her and what I said? Yep, I squarely put the blame on me for it because had I not said what I said Wednesday night, we'd still be friend on here. It's not a real life friendship, never wanted that but I DO value the ones I DO make on here, as insignificant as it may seem, I definitely do but if you are BoardBlonde101010 or are a friend of hers that also happens to be friends with me, I'd like to see that you pass this note along to her and let her see it. It may not help in the long run but in the brief time I was friends with her, it was pretty awesome I will admit and I'd simply like to try and have one more chance to be a friend of hers one more time, I WON"T need a third chance, trust me on this......if you are either BoardBlonde101010 or know her on here and are friends with her as you are with me too? I'd like for you to pass this note onto her and let her read it and see that I don't blame her for the block, I blame myself, sometimes, I just don't know when to shut the bleep up but I'm committed to making things right and keep crap like what got me blocked by her OFF here anymore and stick to the KISS theory instead and just Keep It Simple Stupid from here on out.....
Since she obviously blocked me she won't be able to read this obviously but as I said before, if you're friends with her AND me at the same time, I would appreciate it if you could pass this along to her and let her read it because I am truly happened last Wednesday night, not even a day after she added me as a friend. I think she looks fantastic, I think what she told me was incredibly hot and I do think her hubby was a tad bit foolish for not going along with what she wanted to do with another woman. I don't mention names of people like that so that too, is confidential but BoardBlonde101010, please at least be open somewhat to give me one more chance to prove myself on here, ok? Whatever you tell me from here on out will remain in the strictest confidence and would NOT be gossiped on here like I did what I did to get me blocked by her.
I don't fault her one bit for her doing what she did, the blame is squarely on me here, I have to step up and own it and I'm doing that here, I'm big enough to do that. If I don't fuck up intentionally and get myself blocked by someone, that's one thing but she blocked me because of something I did and I am truly sorry for it, BoardBlonde101010, ok? To close out here as I've said multiple times in this note, if you're friends with her AND me, she won't see this note because she blocked me but if you could pass it along and ask her to at least read it, I'd appreciate it, ok? I know it's 'only a porn site' but still, I take ALL of friendships I gain either online or personally, seriously. To BoardBlonde101010, I made a huge mistake with you that resulted in you blocking me and it was my own fault and certainly not yours, I own it totally...I would just hope that you would at least be open to unblocking me, it's all I ask from you, ok? If you don't, you don't and I have to live with that and own it, no prob but I would at least like you to at least consider giving me one last chance because I won't need a third...never have in the past and I'm not about to start now either.
Thanks much, Eddie
PS-Some say I'm an idiot for writing this but others would also say that it shows that I saw that I made a mistake that was entirely preventable on my end and instead of following the KISS Theory, I rambled on and on needlessly and she blocked me for it and I can't say as I blame her either, but I would like to hope she'd give me just one more chance to prove myself on here, ok? BoardBlonde101010, I leave this up to you and hope that you'll at least consider bringing me back as a friend on here and in the slight chance that you do, I promise to follow the KISS theory from here on out. If it doesn't need to be said to you? I simply won't, ok? You'll definitely get a new and improved and far less verbal me too! I'll just keep shit like I told her that got be blocked to myself, it never gets posted on here anymore....
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