Self love
True homo eroticism is more than just loving big hard dicks. It's about being sexual with someone similar to oneself.
I constantly look at self sucking/fucking porn and just think gosh, if there really is someone passionate about giving my own dick pleasure, it's me! I try to find masc and trans self suckers who are really enthusiastic about the act because I think it's really hot. Not just the act itself but the raw feelings behind it.
There is a transference that takes place in my head during fellatio. I want that cock to feel as good as I want mine to feel. That is the major reason I like it. Somehow my dick empathically feels what the one in my mouth feels. Others may disagree and quote some Freudian daddy issue bullshit or about power exchanges between top and bottom but for me it's about my dick. See a self sucker struggle to get their cock back in when it slips out, or they can barely reach but still cum because they're trying so hard. I can relate.
So it's really about having sex with someone, not just similar, but identical, in mind body and spirit. I have gotten off imagining going around the world with a clone, doppelganger, ai android whatever. The catch is, it's exactly like me, not just close. Same build, same kinks, same on switches, and it's hot.
Sci-fi fantasies aside, I had a brief one off encounter with someone that looked a lot like me and I did find it a huge turn on, but there wasn't much of a connection. It seemed that even though he was really kinky, he was hung up about going beyond a certain point. He wore nice lingerie, and wanted me to grind my dick and face on his pantied ass while he masterbated, but this drove me crazy to the point where I wanted it all. He slapped my hand aside when I reached for his cock, and wouldn't let me rim him, as badly as I wanted to.
It ended with him cumming in my mouth which I loved, but I had to get mine after he left because he would go no farther, and I was fired up to do just about everything by then. Not as close to me as I would've liked at all. Had it been me, we would've tried it all, and done the really fun stuff twice!
Run that around your head the next time you're gooning and need a new fetish.
I constantly look at self sucking/fucking porn and just think gosh, if there really is someone passionate about giving my own dick pleasure, it's me! I try to find masc and trans self suckers who are really enthusiastic about the act because I think it's really hot. Not just the act itself but the raw feelings behind it.
There is a transference that takes place in my head during fellatio. I want that cock to feel as good as I want mine to feel. That is the major reason I like it. Somehow my dick empathically feels what the one in my mouth feels. Others may disagree and quote some Freudian daddy issue bullshit or about power exchanges between top and bottom but for me it's about my dick. See a self sucker struggle to get their cock back in when it slips out, or they can barely reach but still cum because they're trying so hard. I can relate.
So it's really about having sex with someone, not just similar, but identical, in mind body and spirit. I have gotten off imagining going around the world with a clone, doppelganger, ai android whatever. The catch is, it's exactly like me, not just close. Same build, same kinks, same on switches, and it's hot.
Sci-fi fantasies aside, I had a brief one off encounter with someone that looked a lot like me and I did find it a huge turn on, but there wasn't much of a connection. It seemed that even though he was really kinky, he was hung up about going beyond a certain point. He wore nice lingerie, and wanted me to grind my dick and face on his pantied ass while he masterbated, but this drove me crazy to the point where I wanted it all. He slapped my hand aside when I reached for his cock, and wouldn't let me rim him, as badly as I wanted to.
It ended with him cumming in my mouth which I loved, but I had to get mine after he left because he would go no farther, and I was fired up to do just about everything by then. Not as close to me as I would've liked at all. Had it been me, we would've tried it all, and done the really fun stuff twice!
Run that around your head the next time you're gooning and need a new fetish.
4年前
