I'm a sub
I’m just a girl who is always horny and ready to be dominated. I am very submissive and some of the things that turn me on is anal, choking, face slapping and hair pulling. I love being roughed up and dominated. I am very much into older men. Big age differences, with me being the younger part, turns me on tremendously.
I am a true submissive and have been since I was a ***********, although back then it hadn’t become sexual yet of course. For example, I remember being around *********** and plying with my friends, whenever we pretended to be a****ls, as k**s do, I always wanted my friends to be predators and i wanted to be the prey. I wanted them to hunt me, hurt me, scare me and even sometimes kill me (”me” being the a****l I was pretending to be). I also remember when I was around 12 there was this boy in my class who was always being mean to me and he would sometimes hit me or push me around. He was significantly bigger than me. I remember liking what he did to me. I liked it when he was being mean to me, hitting me and pushing me around and I would intentionally keep myself in his surroundings hoping he would notice me and do something to me, either verbally or physically. Of course, back then this wasn’t something I reflected over or was even really aware of. It isn’t until now that I'm older and totally secure in my sexuality that I’ve come to realise that this surely is connected to why I am extremely sexually submissive today. Yes, I am fucked up, but I like it.
I also remember the first time I actively searched for porn in order to get off. I had watched porn before and I liked it but it was mostly my curiosity that drove me to watch. Now I wanted something else. The video I ended up on and that i masturbated and came to was a video where (an old) Ron Jeremy fucks a young girl hard. I was around ************ at this time. Apparantly older men fucking younger girls turned me on even back then.
That being said, even though I am a true submissive through and through, this is only on a sexual level. In my day to day life I am not submissive, although I am extremely shy and timid towards men in sexual encounters. I am naturally an introvert but can be extroverted if the situation calls for it (like for work or school). I am an independent girl and I have no trouble taking care of myself.
I am a true submissive and have been since I was a ***********, although back then it hadn’t become sexual yet of course. For example, I remember being around *********** and plying with my friends, whenever we pretended to be a****ls, as k**s do, I always wanted my friends to be predators and i wanted to be the prey. I wanted them to hunt me, hurt me, scare me and even sometimes kill me (”me” being the a****l I was pretending to be). I also remember when I was around 12 there was this boy in my class who was always being mean to me and he would sometimes hit me or push me around. He was significantly bigger than me. I remember liking what he did to me. I liked it when he was being mean to me, hitting me and pushing me around and I would intentionally keep myself in his surroundings hoping he would notice me and do something to me, either verbally or physically. Of course, back then this wasn’t something I reflected over or was even really aware of. It isn’t until now that I'm older and totally secure in my sexuality that I’ve come to realise that this surely is connected to why I am extremely sexually submissive today. Yes, I am fucked up, but I like it.
I also remember the first time I actively searched for porn in order to get off. I had watched porn before and I liked it but it was mostly my curiosity that drove me to watch. Now I wanted something else. The video I ended up on and that i masturbated and came to was a video where (an old) Ron Jeremy fucks a young girl hard. I was around ************ at this time. Apparantly older men fucking younger girls turned me on even back then.
That being said, even though I am a true submissive through and through, this is only on a sexual level. In my day to day life I am not submissive, although I am extremely shy and timid towards men in sexual encounters. I am naturally an introvert but can be extroverted if the situation calls for it (like for work or school). I am an independent girl and I have no trouble taking care of myself.
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