Been bored

I’ve been married for 6 years and been cheating with BBC for 3 years. At first I was bored and wanted something new and exciting. Now it’s I need it, I feel so much better when I’m being dicked down from behind or I’m on top, that big dick and lots of cum filling me is a pleasure and high my husband can and hasn’t given me. I can be myself with I’m with a bbc Bull and have to be fake with my husband