What does porn mean for me?

porn is in every cell of mine.
porn is in every neuron with millions of pussies, cocks, asses, tits, porn magazines, anal sex, cock sucking, moans of pleasure.
porn means supreme happiness, the joy of masturbation, the pride of being complete porn addict.
I wouldn't give up porn on my deathbed either.
I'm happy that I don't have normal sex, that I have a revulsion towards my wife, that I cheat on her with porn.
I really like to tell him that I don't watch porn anymore, and during this time I have days with gooning sessions for hours