A message to my racist father. Finally coming out.

Growing up was tough for me you raised me to be a man. I knew you were proud of me when I joined the Army, went to airborne school, went to war, came home graduated from college and have a good career and life. But you were always so homophobic and hateful.

Don't be a fag, why you always talking to those black guy...etc. You never stopped, even when I move back home after the military to go to school. There is something you need to know... Not only am I gay, but I am the submissive, I dress up like a girl...yes I suck dick, I get fucked. I know you're upset but there is more.

38 is a number you are not going to like right now. At this moment in my life 38 black men have fucked me and double of the black dicks I have sucked. In college living with you and mom I had a black Dom. I was not always at the library studying. He would dress me up how he wanted me, wigs lipsticks, dresses...and I was his sex slave. When I moved out, I was at the gay bars on the weekends hooking up with black men.

This is my life and I love it. You can hate me or love me, but in the end I going to do what makes me happy, and being a black mans sissy is my happiness.