Belonging

Tbh, sometimes I don’t feel like I really belong anywhere, whether it be in one community or another. I feel like I just push people away for being too weird and being terrible with texting people hence why I hate texting. I’ve only made one friend and I only was able to do it through my sister and her friends so I didn’t even do it on my own. I feel like I’m a burden to others, hence why I don’t communicate or talk with people when it comes to going to concerts that I go to or gatherings that my sister drags me out to. Honestly don’t even know if I’ll ever be able to make friends on my own or open up my chaotic weird side to anybody ever again. Seems like a pipe dream at this point