Bondage in my kinks.

I am Ok with bondage, but for me it is only part of the scene.

In my brain bondage needed to ensure slave stays in gear: lycra, rubber, wetsuit, gasmask. He suffers from stale air. He drink piss. He facefucked until he puke.

He may beg Master to stop it, but because slave bondaged Master does not really care about slave opinion and keep abusing him.

And somewhere subconscious slave likes it. Slave understands: without bondage he would not be pushed so deep into suffering/humiliation.

If he was free he would stop, as a human who has some dignity. But he is not free, bondage turned him into sextoy. And he will be sextoy until Master decide to end the session. Slave in love/hate situation.

And next time, during next session, it will be mentally easier for slave to be treated as just a sextoy, not as a human, be humilated.