I want to lose my virginity to a BBC

just a fantasy ive always wanted to get fucked like a slut in both my holes on video and i find it much more exciting when its a black cock i get so horny thinking about it that im scared ill cum the instant his cock goes in my ass, i want a BBC that has done this before and has an std test ill get one too because the first time should be special and not with a piece of rubber between me and my first BBC i want to feel his cum squirt inside of me when i make him cum, ill do whatever they tell me to do. im very eager and willing to learn