First Panty Experience

So..... On this very site, I chatted with a user who is tempting and kind. He invited me to a club on Long Island, I chickened out. He knows who he is. I did, however, meet another guy on here, and met up. A couple of beers at a local enough between us, but still private. We went in separate cars about a half mile away. He already had a room, as he had big night for himself. (Not new to this) I was new to this. Ill call him Kenny, for obvious reasons. If anyone knows Ardsely NY, you know where we were. When I walked in, he was already in pink panties, stockings and hold ups. He ordered me to strip. I shyly complied. (But I was eager.) I stripped to my wifes black bikini bottoms. The FIRST time I ever exposed myself as a semi sissy. I was hesitant, but so excited. I rubbed my ass on his rock hard cock, and then started rubbing myself in front of him. We were verbally switching rolls as we called each other sissy cock suckers. He said, "Come here." And I carefully approached. He told me to relax, clearly experienced. He took my ass in his hands, and pulled my cock out of my bulging panties. He turned me around and ordered my to bend over. My mind was racing. I saw myself in the mirror and almost ran out. With a strong hold on my panties, he grabbed me as I tripped. Ken pulled my cock back and spanked me HARD. He spun he around and said, "Are you ready?" I didn't answer. The BEST BJ I ever had. In panties. He sucked my cock, fingered me, and rubbed my nipples, which is my trigger. Ive never shot that much cum in my LIFE! Complete ecstasy. I feigned shyness again, and he layed me down on the bed. Sloppy semi hard cock in my panties. He hung my head over the bed and before I knew it, I couldn't could protest, I was getting face fucked. I didn't ask for it, I was mad, and resisting. I was well over powered. Ken was wiping my remaining cum off of my cock and belly and eating it, as he verbally assaulted me, and fucked my mouth. As I choked on his cock, he said "Finger my pussy!!!!" Without thinking about it, I did. He immediately exploded in my mouth. We both have goatees and we curled up on the bed all cummy and kissed. FIRST time I ever kissed a man. Now, my wife knew I was gonna do this, but when I got home, I said it didn't happen. But, she will see this post, and I want her to. I also want her to be there next time.