Submissive thoughts

Im just a submissive guy who tries to share his fantasy with someone ( female ) who knows what does it mean the relationship betwen the DOM and the SUB .

I belive the relationship its about trust , feeling , and respect , respect that each one of us has his social life , respect that each one of us has limits ...
the feeling of been owned as a submissive is like heavan
not evry lady she's a queen .. but for sure evry queen she's a lady ...
been owned by a queen who knows how to take controle of her sub and traine him just the way she want ... that's like heavan ....
for me i never had a mistress in real life ... and the pepole i met online ? either fakes or who just want to use my weakness for thier own benifits ..
and honestly it's hard to trust :(
i feel like i have alot to say ... but i dont know how to express my feeling

This world if full of happiness but in the same time is full of sadness ... this world became like buisness , full of fake pepoles .