My confession

i have to say it right now
and its really weird to tell you..
i am now 21 years old
but i really have to say it
i know its not a lot of people
but i am probably one of the 0.01% of traps
that loved cocks from a ********** age
i still remember when i was looking for my 1st porn
and i wasnt "weird", or felt "weird",..
i absolutely am still an ordinary person
and you would never know that i feel the way i feel if i'd be dressing "normally"
(and if i really dress the way i want to dress up.... with a cute skirt and top, open thong ;D, high heels, probably a butt plug and my favorite kind of makeup,)
but when i discovered how to look for my desires
i was looking for cumshots, cocks, big cocks, daddy, alpha male, bondage...
(needed a little time to discover)
and i sat there with a watery mouth.
i have always felt like a sub.
and i didnt know that this kind of world exists, and that some people think that it is wrong or something.
i was looking for it. automatically
i still know, that i need a real man to show me how to be,
i need to taste him
i need to feel him
i want his real cock to enter me
i had a few encounters over the years,
mostly they just entered me orally.
and i am really really sure
that i need this,
I REALLY NEED THIS
and that i have to be like this.
I AM NOT A NORMAL WOMAN
i am ME
and YOU need to know it.
if you want me.,,
you will see my little clit swinging around while you use me.
an please USE ME
grab me and enter me
i dont know why
but my knees get weak when you take me
i still dont know why i feel this way.
but i know
i was made for this....
i'll never want to change it down there...
because i know i am sexy
i know i am desireable
even if you are completely straight.
when you insert your tasty yumyum- stick into my body
you'll want me....
the only thing i want are my boobs
i will have to have sort of a C-Cup
but this will come someday..
i hope you like me
and this story :-*

kisses
Sinadra