Lane 4

As I hung there in the presence of these strangers, naked, vulnerable and helpless, I was suddenly struck with the realization of how right this all felt. Back then I couldn't put it into words but it sort of washed over me and thru me. This was right. It was right for them to use me this way, right for me to be so used. There were still lots of other feelings but they were just part of the scene. This was what Sir wanted me to understand. Men could use me, make me suffer, give me pleasure by letting me serve them and in all this fulfill my purpose, make me feel whole. It was then that I realized I was only at the very beginnings of a journey that continues today.