Hello Everyone Let's Begin
In the beginning i was stealing my mothers pantyhose at 4yrs old and wearing them to bed. I knew at a young age I was different I just did not realize how I was different. i had no role model growing up to show my the way or help me thru my journey. i grew up in a little country town that called itself a city. Somewhere between Niagara Falls and Buffalo. i often thought about wearing girls clothes and to me it seemed like there was nothing wrong with it at that age, I even thought about being a girl. i often pretend played that I was a girl in my make believe world in my head. Other boys pretended to be firemen and I pretended to be a girl. Hell I was a real cute pretty boy of a k**, I was the spitting image of my mother just in boy form. I was also so very special I was walking and talking by 1, and busting out of my own crib before 2. Everyone saw and could tell that I was blessed with higher intelligence than normal and I developed mentally faster than most k**s. Early on i thought I was a girl just didn't understand what this thing hanging between my legs was and maybe if i pulled it would come off, henceforth I often had my hand down my pants u*********sly trying to pull it off, often my elders would enquire if I had to go to the bathroom, to their puzzlement i would reply no. Then they would swat at my hand to stop doing that , to which i would question doing what, get your hand out of there. It became all to clear I had a thirst for knowledge I had learned to read well before kindergarten, and was reading my fathers old encyclopedias to which my parents bought me an updated set of encyclopedias the funk and wagnalls within those two sets of books i found delight i would read each book cover to cover and by the time i went to kindergarten i was so with both sets. i also had what they called hyperactivity, had i been born later in the 20th century i may have been diagnosed with adhd, but in my generation the solution of hyperactivity was a swift backhand and a quick "sit down" and "shut up" and "stop fidgeting, sit still," and "you better listen or you wil get another one". you adapted very quickly pain was a stimulus that could cure me of this hyperactivity. at some point i had a seizure and convulsive disorder before school started. so i was put on a high dosage of phenabarbitol in elixir form 5 times a day. i hated the taste of the stuff. and being as smart as i was i was entrusted alot with my own medication, but often times i would lie and say i had taken it when in fact i had not. but by that time i had a habit for the stuff and no one realized because when i didn't take it i would become very sick and need to be taken to the hospital for a series if symptoms that had no explanation, i was going thru withdrawal and no one had thought about this as the case. it wasn't until my mid twenties i realized it was withdrawal symptoms.
Part 2.
My mother was a very famous Japanese pop singer. She is one of the originators of J-Pop in Japan. Since my mother's songs at the time we're so very popular and some are considered national treasures, they had to replace their star singer. So after she left someone who looked like her and **** like her took over her stage name. Til this day I believe there have been at least 3 replacements since she left. Kinda like Menudo But my mother was the original Her stage name was Chiyo Okumura. She started modeling at ******. Her father was a very famous Japanese samurai movie actor with over 200 film credits to his name he went by the stage name Kamatari Fujiwara. He was in Akira Kurosawa's film company. Now if you don't know much about Japanese samurai movies then let me tell you this...every Japanese samurai movie plot has been stolen by America and remade into a Western movie as in the film Yojimbo which was remade into Last Man Standing with Bruce Willis. Or take the film The Hidden Fortress this plot was stolen scene for scene by George Lucas for the first of the series StarWars the New Hope released in 1978. Both of the samurai original movies my grandfather was in. He played the C3P0 character in the samurai equivalent. Now my mother left her very privileged and very wealthy life and career for America in 1970. Which caused a rift with her father and the family. You see when you come from a high standing samurai family that has a descendant who unified all the feudal provinces of Japan into one state creating the Empire of Japan, a shogun or emperor, there are certain rules or unspoken laws that must be adhered to under the Bushido code. And one of them was honor. When my mother left she broke a major record contract with Capitol Records. Well in doing so she dishonored her and her descendants before her and after her as well as her current family. Not to mention she was going to marry a gaijin pronounced" guy Jean " which is a very dirty disrespectful term referring to a foreigner. My father.
My father met my mother while he was stationed in Okinawa in the United States AirForce
He was a cryptographer. My parents have quite a lot of drunken stories about their times there often times my mother saving him from ************* from the Yakuza her sworn protectors. Well my older brother was born out of wedlock in Japan so he was 4 when he left wíth my mother for America. With forged papers. You see her father had since disowned her for bearing a c***d out of wedlock but also refusing to marry who she was assigned to marry since as a c***d and coupled with the fact she was dating an American we with all his power and all his influence he had declared her dead to the family literally and figuratively. And he went down to the records office and took care of that so she could not leave Japan. Because you cant give a visa to a dead woman. But after 5 attempts at the records office there was a fan of hers tending the window and she heard my mom's dilemma and gave her what she needed to get out of the country and to America where she had plans to marry my father. Now when they came thru Alaska by plane and the customs agent asked my mom what her **********s name was she said Joji well the customs guy heard Georgie and his name became George. They were married and I was born 9months later in December.
Part 2.
My mother was a very famous Japanese pop singer. She is one of the originators of J-Pop in Japan. Since my mother's songs at the time we're so very popular and some are considered national treasures, they had to replace their star singer. So after she left someone who looked like her and **** like her took over her stage name. Til this day I believe there have been at least 3 replacements since she left. Kinda like Menudo But my mother was the original Her stage name was Chiyo Okumura. She started modeling at ******. Her father was a very famous Japanese samurai movie actor with over 200 film credits to his name he went by the stage name Kamatari Fujiwara. He was in Akira Kurosawa's film company. Now if you don't know much about Japanese samurai movies then let me tell you this...every Japanese samurai movie plot has been stolen by America and remade into a Western movie as in the film Yojimbo which was remade into Last Man Standing with Bruce Willis. Or take the film The Hidden Fortress this plot was stolen scene for scene by George Lucas for the first of the series StarWars the New Hope released in 1978. Both of the samurai original movies my grandfather was in. He played the C3P0 character in the samurai equivalent. Now my mother left her very privileged and very wealthy life and career for America in 1970. Which caused a rift with her father and the family. You see when you come from a high standing samurai family that has a descendant who unified all the feudal provinces of Japan into one state creating the Empire of Japan, a shogun or emperor, there are certain rules or unspoken laws that must be adhered to under the Bushido code. And one of them was honor. When my mother left she broke a major record contract with Capitol Records. Well in doing so she dishonored her and her descendants before her and after her as well as her current family. Not to mention she was going to marry a gaijin pronounced" guy Jean " which is a very dirty disrespectful term referring to a foreigner. My father.
My father met my mother while he was stationed in Okinawa in the United States AirForce
He was a cryptographer. My parents have quite a lot of drunken stories about their times there often times my mother saving him from ************* from the Yakuza her sworn protectors. Well my older brother was born out of wedlock in Japan so he was 4 when he left wíth my mother for America. With forged papers. You see her father had since disowned her for bearing a c***d out of wedlock but also refusing to marry who she was assigned to marry since as a c***d and coupled with the fact she was dating an American we with all his power and all his influence he had declared her dead to the family literally and figuratively. And he went down to the records office and took care of that so she could not leave Japan. Because you cant give a visa to a dead woman. But after 5 attempts at the records office there was a fan of hers tending the window and she heard my mom's dilemma and gave her what she needed to get out of the country and to America where she had plans to marry my father. Now when they came thru Alaska by plane and the customs agent asked my mom what her **********s name was she said Joji well the customs guy heard Georgie and his name became George. They were married and I was born 9months later in December.
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