A blowjob friend

One idea that drives me crazy would be for her to have a friend that she likes to give blowjobs to. Forever in our relationship I’ve wanted her to offer to give me random blowjobs but that’s not part f my reality. Something about a girl whose satisfaction is derived by taking care of her man has always turned me on.
I’m not looking to complain but this isn’t something she has ever done for me. I stopped asking for blowjobs without reciprocation years ago...it seemed to bother her for me to ask so I stopped in the hopes that she might do it on her own. I’ve brought this to her attention and it hasn’t made a difference so I’ll just accept it as a part of my life at this point.
But in a weird twist of desperation I use this as part of how I fantasize about her.
I’d be happily jealous if she had a guy that she offered head to and rubbed it in my face.

I often fantasize about her setting up an after work date. I usually pick her up so I think about her sending me a message saying she’s all set for a ride home. I think about her getting in his car and going straight for his fly. He takes her to an area where she can feel comfortable enough to finish the job. She always swallows with a smile. Sometimes I pretend he’s coming into town from a distance away and makes her go two rounds so it was worth the drive. Afterwards she gets dropped off back home to tease me and jump back into her family role...I get nothing but a tease out of the ordeal ?‍♂️