Impulse Control and Perversion

You were raised on porn. From well before anyone would have guessed, you've been into and formed-by porn. Male or female or other, it doesn't matter, many who will eventually read this know exactly what it means. It means your kinks have been in formation ever since you knew you loved sexuality and all it meant, which to our memories, means for forever. Since forever you've been the you reading this now. You've always been a huge kink monster. Far, *far*, kinkier than most who read this will understand, even if they understand themselves to understand. You've built a life around hiding how kinky you really are. It's why you can't settle for a partner that isn't as kinky or kinkier than you. You could never settle into a vanilla sex life with anyone now. No. Not ever. Your kinks are so obscene it takes a long while to build the trust to even start the circumspect dialogue around the subject you are hinting at. Though, not even hinting at. You're now testing them. You've already picked up the hints that their perversions are deep indeed. Now you need to know if they are as deep as your own. You need to now if you could fuck this person to fantasies around your life-long secret. Your hidden, totally unknown kink. Nobody could ever know. It could be your personal doom if it got out. Family, disowning you if they knew. Friends, ghosting you. But you're not exactly evil. You wouldn't do those things yourself, but fuck would you love to fuck someone who gets off to the fantasy.

If this resonates with you, you are an extreme porn addict. This is because only porn can satisfy your kinks now. That, and other porn addicts who have seen so much that only the most extreme will do.