She pities me now...

Now she just feels sorry for me. She said the only reason I get any attention from her sexually now is because she feels sorry for me. Not enough to unlock me and let me cum but enough to let me lick her pussy and use my hands after she gets fucked by some stranger.

I know I am pathetic and don’t deserve to be unlocked but I love her for it. I love that she comes home with strangers cum leaking out of her cute pussy. I love that she send me videos of her sucking cock. I know I don’t deserve to fuck her. She loves sucking strangers. I also know she will never read this or even care if she did. I’m her sissy servant. I don’t even remember what pussy feels like. I don’t even want to stroke my clitty anymore. The only thing I think about is stuffing my asspussy.