Early Memories

I was probably about 6, and I was playing with the neighbor girl that lived down the street ... its a small town and all of our back yards are connected and we actually went outside and played back then ...... so its all kiinda fuzzy so far back but I think my parents must have been out to dinner or something while I was out playing because I always liked playing in moms lingerie drawers every chance I could , if I knew they were out of the house I wanted to be in there feeling the soft nightgowns on my pp..... so I guess I told my friend that I wanted to go home and she asked me why ,,, I said something like , my parents aren't home and I like to go put on my moms panties , they feel really good on my pp... lol ... I think I even remember saying something like it makes my pp go on and off really fast and it feels really good ( trying to discribe what my orgasm felt like , I really didn't know what it was either I just knew it felt really good ) ..... so I really didnt think much about it .. I was 6........ I must have really freaked her out because the next day I went down the street to play and her parents said no she can't come out and play with you anymore ... ...... ...... I really didnt know why , i didn't think she would just go run and tell her parents that I said I like wearing my moms panties because it makes my pp feel good but I guess thats what she did ... later on the next couple of days the older boys on the block one of which was her big brother started teasing me while I was out riding my bike down by the ditch.........they all started making fun of me and telling me to show them my dick to prove that I am a guy ..... I just started crying and ran home ........ mom asked me what was wrong and I had to tell her ... what a big fucking mess ... because I tried telling a secret to a girl .. I should have learned back then to never trust anyone with my secret but it would happen again a few more times in my life ... but I can't help it if at an early age I began the love for soft things like pantyhose and slips and nightgowns that my mom had in her drawers , it just all feels so good when I wear it I just want to feel the softness all the time ... I love putting on some nice pantyhose and rubbing my legs together and rubbing the soft nightgown up and down my legs feeling the slipperyness of the fabric gliding over my hose and cock until it makes me cum ... I still do it whenever I can ....... which is 2 or 3 times a day during this winter and I am not working very much