Sissy life

Sissy life is sometimes difficult. I am not seeking praise or attention, just need to vent a bit I guess.
I have not had sex in almost ten years. I do not care to have a vanilla relationship. I am a sub. And I would say I am only interested in having a romantic relationship with women. Guys are more of a kink or fantasy (sorry boys). But it is so hard to find a women who wants to be a domme and also wants to be romantic. I would worship a dominant women.

I am comfortable alone however, so I will never settle for anything less than what I want. But it does suck not having someone to enjoy life with.

XOXO