I am already her!

A desire to give in, crack, burst
to her elusive beauty
and lustful play
that always cease
when we are so close…

She haunts me in dreams
but never intended to be found.
She knew already before we met
and told me in our play
what I had begun to realize…

I am her already.
I had thought I could find
in another, what I already am.
The play transforms into euphoria of Truth
and I give in, crack, burst…