Why Resist?

I have noticed a self-deprecating behaviour I have developed over my teen years--finally aware and shaking it off!
I was a shy man who resists positive advances (whether sexual or otherwise)... to the point that I just couldnt cum sometimes no matter how hard I was milked/sucked/fucked. What a way to ruin the moment eh?

Sitting in the tub with an espresso as I write this out. Freshly sucked and jerked by my girl. I'm living a good life now. People want to please and to give. I am opening myself up completely to receive as much as I have given. I have to thank several sexual partners for helping me see that. Thank you S, K, K, G, T, J, J, M & J... to name a few. To give and see the joy as I gush a nice creamy load out is just too exciting for me. Going to keep an eye out for an unsuspecting man today while I'm out in town ?

If this surprises you about me... or resonates with you, I want you to acknowledge and love yourself and be your own advocate.

Now cum suck me off... horny again